it hurts, it heals but carry on

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Alicia Benson, thats my name, just a teen. known as the "GG" or the "Luser" of the classroom, it has always been like that. its not hurting know but once it did, what else can i say? i'm 16, i have some friends. they are nice with me....sometimes.....okay not at all, but i have my two besties Resse and Juliet nice people, they understand me, they are just like me. what else? i'm in love, in love? no thats not a word on my diccionary or thats what thought i was liking this asshole but the most handsome on class! Juliet says that he likes me, the popular guy liking me? please thats bullshit not close! never in a thousannd years! just because am ugly, fat, i wear glasses, i've always sit on the back of the class room, nerd, not popular at all........ there many reasons! i just hope everyone understand that they dont have to judge cause of the front page of a book is the inside and i hope they have a lesson!

CHAPTER 1 THE BEGINNG

- hahahaha she's a weirdo! look at her OMG, look at her close so not cool!. yes another day in school everydays jokes about me, dosen't hurt.....anymore.

- sucker! Alicia! Sucker Alicia!. hes an asshole i want to shout but he is so handsome thought i think am in love! in love?! never, its not on my dicctionary its out never in! never get it out of your mind hes an ASSHOLE and he's not for you!

- sucker you, sucker you. i whispered to myself.

lest started this story from the begnning.

-Ali wake up honey your going to miss the plane!, Jesse shouted and shake me around.

-ughhhh. Jessica is my aunt shes like my second mom in the world i love her but in my dream i was going to give a burn to Shopia my enemie! i hate her shes one of the reasons that my life is a shit of life i hate her!

-ALICIA BENSON!. Little Zoe screamed, she was my aunts daughter cutie!

-what? why? you know they are not going to like me! they are like very one else "mean people" please i dont want to go!, i jumped out of bed and explain without showing any hurth, pain or fellings inside never going to show them and give up.

Jesse hug me, she knew everything i had past to, she was going to tell my parents about it but then she realised that my dad is bad tempered and she didnt want me to get hurt. Jesse looked at me and rub m arms, i went to the bathroom trying to forget everything, i looked at the mirrow and closed my eyes turn on the shower and let the water slide my body. After the bath i went out of the shower and closed my eyes again until getting out of the bathroom. i was wearing a sweather, vans, my normal glasses, jeans, and a hat wih my natural wave hair that was actually brunette with some blonde on the end.

-Bye aunt Jesse1 bye little Zoe take care and dont saty watching TV like the other night! i enter the taxi and gave a wave to say goodbye and saw them crying.

BRADFORD

am here! am so exited to see my parents i want to see them know they must be awesome to see your parents again.

- escuse me, have you seen Mrs. Benson? i asked to the girl

- umm are you Alicia, Alicia Benson? she asked me with a smile and with kind voice.

- yes?. i asked and then she gave me the directions of a car gate 3 parked 2.

there they were waiting for me. i haven't seen them in 2 years by know and i dont ven remembered there faces. the only thing i did was hug them tight.

-mom! dad!. i hug them they were crying i was about to cry but am strong. they open the door of my car, we talked about everything but the words most heard in the car were " your so big and beautiful" bullshit beautiful me? never!

HOME

- Ali i want you to know that i love you and i missed you so much there was not a day not wanting to hearyour voice i love you honey. she sat on my bed and looked around, she hug me- mom dont worry i know i haven't been all the time with you guys but i really missed you and know we are together and we are going to be happy! come on 2 years is nothing is just like 2 days!. i hug her tight- i like to hear that.... so good night Ali i love you. she kissed me on the forhead, dad came in and did the same- love you Ali. the both said.- i love you guys too. they left closing the door and turning the lights off. -tomorrow was goign to be the best day ever!. i said sarcastictly.

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hello! this is the author speaking this is the firts book i ever write so i hope you like it!i will update the book everynight 2 chapters dont hate me if i dont i will write a note to let you know when i'm not going be able to write,i will do my best to do it every day so dont get upset!

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