Unfortunate Promises (Lauryn Hill X Tupac Shakur)

Scene One

Jordan

"Please Stop Chris I'm sorry."
I said sobbing uncontrollably as my boyfriend roughly thrusts inside of me.

"Shut the Fuck up bitch this is your fault so take this shit."
He grunted out going faster.

I clawed at his face but it was no use it just made him more into it.

"Yeah scratch me baby. . . I like that shit."
He growled with a smirk.

He continued to smash into me with force, my sobs grew louder with every painful stroke.

A few painful minutes later he pulled out and came on my stomach.

"Damn baby I didn't know your pussy was that good. . . I woulda been hit it."
He said laughing lightly as he pulled up his underwear.

I didn't say anything I just lied there staring into outer space with tears streaming don't my face.

"Quit all of dat crying Bullshit you asked for it you shouldn't have left outta the house dressed like a hoe!"
"And besides I deserve some pussy we been together for 3 fuckin years you talkin about saving ya self for marriage Fuck dat you owe me. I'm going to make my runs in hell's kitchen and you better be gone be the time I get back!"
His voice boomed as he put on his pants and walked out slamming His room door.

I slowly rocked back & forth and silently cried from physical , emotional , and mental pain.

The sweet, heavy, gentle giant I fell in love with turned into this selfish ,evil , sadistic, twisted, manipulative, cold hearted person that I did not know
He has abused me physically, verbally ,mentally and now sexually.

This abuse as been happening for a little over a two years I haven't told anyone except for my best friend Eric who protects Me whenever he's around He controls my every move
I can't hang around guys except for Eric.
I can't go anywhere without him knowing my life is a living hell.
My love for him has slowly faded away and turned into hate, resentment, and regret. Sometimes I wonder if life is worth living...

"Yo Jordan wake up!" Eric yelled.

I quickly sat up covered in sweat gasping for air.

"Calm down it's just a dream." Said Eric as he held my hand.

Tears streamed down my face I quietly sobbed into my pillow.

"It's okay he's not going to hurt you no more he's gone Jordan." Eric whispered softly into my ear as he wrapped his arms around me.

I instantly wrap my arms around his back and continued to cry into his chest.

"He's coming back Eric. . ."
I cry out.

"It's going to be okay Jordan don't worry he's not going to hurt you anymore just calm down."
He says while gently rub rubbing my back.

I dried my tears and looked out of the window at the passing cars and street lights My thoughts of Christopher coming to get me crowded my brain.