By the way trigger warning on this chapter sorry
Travis p.o.v
I would like to say that after me and ZANE had sex the second time around that me and zane are dating but that's not the case....
Two weeks after that night...
I was laying in my bed trying to think of what to do with my non existent life.... 'maybe I'll go see zane.. well that's if he'll talk to me.... He's been avoiding me ever since well yeah'
I get out of bed and put on my famous green jumper then walked to Zane's
Lil time skip brought to you by Travis's sexy body~
When I got to Zane's I could hear giggling and laughing but that didn't stop me since I'm bored af. I knock on the door but there was no answer so I turned the nob 'this isn't braking in when we had sex before write?' the door is unlocked 'YES' I slowly walk upstairs trying not to make a noise but because I'm clumsy af I Tripped on the lasted step and fell on my face witch made a huge thud 'crap!' the giggling and laughing stopped then I heard foot steps coming towards me but my head hurts to fucking much to move...
"TRAVIS WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING IN MY HOUSE!?"
I slowly lift my head to see a angry short person (*cough cough* Zane...) Well I'm dead tell my parents I love them...
"Ah hi Zane what's up? Hehe"
As I said that aphmau walks out from Zane's room blushes at that point my heart dropped... He's with aphmau isn't he
"Oh hay Travis!! And um see ya latter zuu~zuu"
Aphmau walks down the stairs them I heard the door shut... Know I have to deal with an angry short person great just kill me know :'(
"Travis why are you here?"
I look up at him not knowing what to say
(T= Travis, z= Zane)
Z: quick or I'll call the cops..
T: well I just wanted to talk to you about... You know
Z: no I don't know!
T: that night...
Z: what night!?
I take a deep breath in
T: the night we had sex Zane!!!
He blushed but still looked mad
Z: Travis that was a mistake!
My heart dropped at those words and tears started falling down my face
T: WHY!!
Z: why what!?
T: am I just not good enough?, Am I too ugly!?
Z: .....
T: Zane I've been cutting myself because of you!!
Zane's eye(s) open wide and tears forming in the corner of his eye(s)
Z: Travis I-
T: save it for someone who cares zane!!
I get off the floor and run to my house and when I got there I left my front door opened and went straight to my bathroom
Trigger warning
I pulled a razor out of the cuber and put it up against my wrist t and took a deep breath in "1 for being useless, 2 for being unwanted, 3 for being ugly, 4 for no one wanting me..." I started sobbing and fell to my knees "a-and 5 for being stupid.." I did around 10 more cuts on my wrist before I stopped and just sobbed
Trigger warning over
I slowly stood up and put a bandage on my arm and put a long sleeve shirt on so no one knew then sat on my bed my knees up to my chest and still sobbing
"Travis..."
I look up and see zane...
T: just leave me alone Zane it's clear how you feel about me!
Z: Travis wait no i-
T: what are you feeling bad for me huh?? Well I don't care!!
I close my eyes just wanting life to be over
T: just leave me like everyone else dose....
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Cliffhanger ooooh and sorry about this chapter just put how I feel about the person I like in there and also if any of you do self harm tell me and we can talk bye~
