So, I'm in ISS right now. And tomorrow's my 16th birthday. Looks like I'm going to be stuck in ISS during my birthday. It also looks like I won't be getting any presents from any of my friends because I'm stuck in here for today and tomorrow. I've never been in ISS before... The reason I'm even in ISS is because I was 20 mins late to class. The school rules are so fucking stupid, and so is this school. I can't believe I'm in ISS for my birthday. What a lovely birthday...:/ I'm feeling so depressed right now. I literally just wanna kill myself right now. Maybe even slit my wrist open a little. All I want right now is to get out of here and enjoy my day. That's all. Plus since my birthday is tomorrow, I wanna be able to get gifts from my friends and enjoy my birthday with them. But since I'm stuck in here looks like I won't be able to do that. :(
So, It's 10:30 and I have to stay in here all day in till school is out. I literally don't know what I'm going to do in here for the next couple hours. I do have a final tomorrow and Friday. But I'm not going to be here Friday. And tbh I don't even know what to study for... I got a little bit of a headache and I'm really tired. I don't want to be in here. It's to quiet and that just makes my anxiety really bad. I don't like being in a closed up room with other people in the first place, which makes it 10 times worse is it being super quiet. Can I please just go home now?! Maybe I should just stay home tomorrow. Even though I do have finals. I prolly shouldn't do that tho because my grades would go down by a lot and I may get in trouble. I just wanted to have a good 16th birthday at school.. Looks like that's not going to be happening. ;(
I guess the only thing I'm really excited and happy about now is that I'm getting a tattoo and my belly button pierced on Friday. Lets just hope I will still get it because I don't know if my mom will let me or not since I got ISS.
