'I remember how you used to look at me in the hallways; the teasing and tension during my classes. I thought about it every day, how much I wanted you. I remember every single night I drove you home from practice, even the way our lustful eyes glared at one another's lips in the car. The conversations in my office, the flirting and affection between us. Moreover, the way you told me how wrong we were and how dangerous our relationship was. I didn't care back then. I was weak, but you helped me, got me through the worst loss of my life. Lucille. The best part of it? You made me feel alive again, got me on my feet. That's something I'll never forget. You see, you gave me strength, made me stronger. When it all went down I panicked, I couldn't find you. But most importantly, I still remember your words. A reason to stay alive in this cruel world. Hell, when I saw you wandering alone out there something inside me knew it was you. At first, I thought I was seeing things, maybe those years of loneliness had got me insane, you know, unstable. I waited in the rain, followed you for days. Fuck, you have no idea how glad it made me when I saw you were alive. When I realized it was you wandering around all alone, only surrounded by walkers and the uncanny sound of the cold and dark forest. You are strong, you have always been. This world, this fucking creepy world we live in now, it has changed humanity. Both of us have changed, but I still see the same girl from College. The girl I used to think about every night in bed, exhausted from work, lighting up my evening with idiotic and sweet messages. No exceptions, I'm not going to let you disappear out of my life again. You are mine. Don't you remember what we used to have before everything turned dark and red?' ─ Negan.
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/Hi everyone. As promised, I just published my new Negan fic. The story is going to be centralised around the secret protagonist (I'm going to Introduce her in the next chapter) and Negan's past, as well as how they're going to cope with reuniting after two years of separation. This book is not going to be super long, I really just wanted to write down a story I have got an idea for in a very long time. I hope you enjoy it. As always, sorry for my horrible English. xo Michelle.
