Love Doesn't Exist

Love is Sushi

I am in love with sushi,
Is it so much to ask for?
I thought for sure there would be a new start,
New life,
Happy life,
She crushed it,
I trusted her,
Had faith,
But no more,
She destroyed the last of what I believe in sushi,
I don't believe in sushi,
There I said it,
It is just a fairy tale,
A story,
A fantasy at least for someone like me,
This sushi does not exist,
at least not for me,
no such thing as a great sushi connection,
No special bond,
They say sushi is wonderful,
I will not disagree,
They say the bells would ring,
The birds would sing,
The cloudy skies will open,
Where is that great symphony?
The one that plays the sushi song whenever the couple meets,
This is all make believe,
I believed in it once though,
just once...
Sushi does not exist for the one who has sinned,
one who has done so much wrong,
one who has caused so much pain,
One who pushed people away,
Sushi does not exist for this monster,
She doesn't know how much this effects me,
Thinks she can fix it,
Cant fix what you don't know,
I felt as if I was never loved,
It was all fake,
I am a beer bottle,
Good till I am empty inside and tossed away,
Sushi does not exist...
at least for me...
I bless the ones that can make it to the chapel,
I bless and cry in happiness for those who have found what there looking for,
I bless and tell them to never fight,
For this little fantasy is real for them,
It is wonderful,
Sushi does not exist for me,
I loved...
and was not given the sushi back...
All of it lies,
I am such an idiot as to think she ever loved me,
Sushi does NOT exist for me,
She broke my faith in sushi,
I give up,
There is no such thing as sushi,
I will continue to walk the earth,
See countless beauties...
Alone...
Go through the troubles...
Alone...
share the victories...
With no one...
Eat sushi...
Alone....
Sushi doesn't exist for me,
I am always willing to try,
But I am afraid,
For I have no faith in sushi,
Because sushi does not exist for me