How much I want to change you
I'd take you apart and brake you in two
I can see so much more for your life
instead, I sit alone gripping the edge of a knife
I wish I could change you and turn you into what I see
after all, was this fate that brought you to me
I can't change you and it's tearing me into two
I don't even know what I'm trying to stress
after all, you'd say the same... humans I guess
why is life the same day after day?
When we have all power to believe and pray
I still wish I could pull you off the ground
prayer... can be the sweetest sound
please honey if not for me, for you
stop telling me this is how you do
I know this isn't the life you wanted
but the devils whispers kept you taunted
I don't want to leave what we built
honey trust me, drugs will make love wilt
I still don't know what to say or if this poem will help in any way
I just want you home tonight...
deep inside I know, I’m loosing the fight
bow my head, hands on the bible and pray
our father who art in heaven,
tonight I pray, for my boyfriend Kevin.
