My Second Chance

chapter one: Jessie (pov)

Well hello there my name is Fide Brown. U will really love this story. But it will be put in pieces. The further ull go the more interested ull get and attached to it. I hope u love it.

It was a Saturday when it all happened. He was holding a bag on his shoulders, I only hopped it wasn't hers. Me and my girlfriends were walking right  behind them.
When she looked behind she met my eyes looking at her, she had some mean look in her eyes that I couldn't  get

When she saw me she immediately whispered something into his ear while looking at me.

Since I walked in a slagish way it took me time to  reach them.
I new for sure he didn't have a purple bad and it was only my bag that he used to carry and of which it was Navy blue.

I looked so closely to the strange girl that I had never met before and that she was new to my eyes, it was maybe probably I never really interacted with people that much.

She had some short curly hair that didn't cover her neck. She was wearing some short red skirt that showed her legs.

God did she not know that she had scars on her legs that looked really irritating.

So then I left for my apartment after college but I had a lot on my mind.
 
I was getting out of the shower when I got a text from Naomi that she was coming over. Didn't really take it that big coz she was kinda my best friend.

"Am going to say  something but promise not to freak out" she said to me.
"Why would I freak out. I don't think its that serious right?
" so tell me what u have to tell me and we get over with"
"Its about Brian"
"What about him?. Is he sick or something, don't answer that, coz he looked OK earlier.  So what's wrong?"

"He is seeing someone else. And I heard that they have been seeing each other for quite some time,...  I think from my party last month, coz that's what his friend Ray said".

My mind went back to exactly the girl he was holding hands with earlier and to think, it was just some childish behavior since its only kids who do
that.

" So your trying to say that I've been cheated on ha!'

I did really try to play it cool and I excused my self to the washrooms.

I could feel hot tears coming out of my eyes. I then took off my blouse and decided to look in the mirror. I was trying to figure out what, and why Brian had left me. I looked closely to the girl who was looking back at me. She had long dark brown hair which where made in waves. I instantly washed my face, then I looked back at the girl in the mirror. She had a long straight nose, pink lips which were small in a sexy way. Her eyes were round. They were sharp gold brown eyes covered with long dark lashes. And she had thin eye brows.

I told myself that, "to ever love again,that would be the greatest mistake in my life again. If u just get cheated on, then whats the point of dating in the first place. If the guy, doesn't love u then y bother continuing with the relationship in the first place'.
Instantly Brian's memories hit me so badly that I just fell to the ground and cried.
Yes I really did like Brian,I did love his everything, I loved his smile, his spiky hair that I could hold roughly while kissing me. I loved the way he could tell me all His secrets and how he trusted me. I could now know that all that was a waist of time.

" I have to pull myself together, this is not how it should end at all'.

I stepped out of the washrooms with a tissue in my hand. Naomi ran up to me and tried to calm me down.

"I need to be alone' I told Naomi who was about to protest but just obeyed politely.

After she had gone, I sat down with rage, anger,disappointment in me.

I walked my self to the Kitchen counter and got my self a glass of Brandy.
I took the first glass but was not satisfied yet. I then decided to just drink on the bottle itself, and of which I did.

Next day

Time had passed so fast and I had already completed half the day at college.

As I was looking at my food on my tray. I saw Brian with his new girlfriend. They were walking happily and each eating in the others tray.

Without thinking I walked over to their table and looked at them both.
" Hi am.. my name is Jessie, you must be the new girl who is dating my boyfriend.'' I said without thinking at all. I didn't realize how mean I sounded.

"Yah nice to meat u Jessie, my name is Stacy .'' She then looked at Brian and carried her bag and left. I did realize that she was emotional while saying all that.
" Are you happy now Jessie?'' Brian asked me who was sipping on a bottle of water.
I raised one eye brow and said
"Not yet.''  I instantly took the water and splashed it on him. Then I picked up his apple and went with it. Before I could go far.

I whispered under my breath,

"yes I am now''

I have decided never to even step or bother myself about love because its just full of tears and heart breaks and of which am not interested any more.

  The next part will be here hope u enjoyed it.