truth about hunting • supernatural

Chapter 4: Trust issues

HOLY SHIT!!!! THESE 3 WEEKS WERE FUCKING AMAZING!!!!!

SO THE SUPERNATURAL SEASON 9 FINALE WAS AGH, HALP! THEN I FUCKING SAW MISHA FUCKING COLLINS!!!! AND WE HUGGED!!!!!

anyway, sorry for the wait. Here's some more:)

"So basically shit happened." I said, to show them my understanding of this fucking insane twisted life they had in the past 6 years.

"Yeah basically." Dean agreed.

I barely survived this few minute summary of their life, I can't imagine what it was like to actually live that.

"Thanks for saving us. And the world." They deserved more appreciation than my little thanks, but telling people this truth will just make us look like some crazy religious people.

"You're welcome. And any other questions?"

"What kind of case are you working on, right now?"

"Demons."

"Okay. I need more description than that."

"Why should we tell you more. Would telling you help solve the case?" Dean suddenly became cold.

I don't get it. They just told me their life but they can't tell me the case their working on! Why!

Maybe I could help somehow if they give me more information on it.

"Maybe it will. I don't know. I might have some knowledge that you guys don't have, like the history of this town or perspective of a woman or just shit that's happening on Earth! Not heaven or hell or purgatory, Earth! Where us normal humans live our normal lives in a normal environment. Not saving people, not hunting things!"

Maybe I went too far. I already regret saying that considering the stuff that they had to go through just to save us, normal people. I was not saying that they aren't normal. I was saying that they live an extraordinary life.

"I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have said that. I went too far.

What I wanted to say was that I can help if you tell me what's wrong." Hopefully that made up for the shit I said.

"Wow. Okay. Yeah, we would like some help, but we don't want to pull you into the mess we're in. 'Cause if you go in, you can never come out. That's what happened to us and the other hunters. We can never run away from it." Sam explained.

"You should walk away from this, kid. You can still go back to your normal life. And trust me, normal life is heaps better than our life." Dean added.

Referring me as a 'kid' was bothering me but I ignored.

"I'm not gonna actually hunt. I can be the extra brain to link the dots and figure out the whats and whys."

Their efforts to push me away from it just made me want to be part of it even more. Before, I just wanted to befriend the Winchesters. But now, I want to be part of the clique of the hunters even more. Sharing informations and giving each other tips. Becoming family.

"Are you sure?" Sam turned around to face me. Making sure I was serious.

"Yes."

"But only this case. After this, you have to forget about it and go back to your normal life. Okay?" Dean.

"Okay." I said just to get their approval, but probably I will continue, or somehow be part of the hunters.

It was not like I was going to go out and do field work and risk my life.

"We don't have the case file right now, but I can bring it tomorrow to Biggerson's and you can take a look then."

"Okay. 2?"