Need A New Me

Breyanna POV

Hey my name is Breyanna Mona Crest. My family calls me Yanna though cause I feel that Bre is such a common nickname when your name is pronounced Brianna or Breauna. My name is pronounced the same but my name is spelled in a unique way. And mom had to put a lot of thought into spelling my name. I am from and live in Mobile, Alabama. It's nice and cool out here but it's also not safe. I'm 15 and I'm a freshmen in high school.

I'm in the middle of light and dark brown skin complexion. So I'm not too dark nor too light. I guess I'm the pretty type but I don't see it. My hair is brown and it goes down to the top of my boobs. It's real. never put anything in my hair so it's heathy.

I live with my 32 year old mom and her 29 year old boyfriend. One I know your probably saying 'wow but your 15.' So I want to tell you now that yeah my mom had me at 17 with my dad who was 19 at the time. My daddy is in jail all the way in Montana. I don't feel sorry for him that's his fault. At least my mom is taking care of me along with her boyfriend. Any way my mom is a nurse at a doctors office and her boyfriend is a well know drug seller. It's scary but I've been dealing with it since I was 13 so it's nothing that new.

Now other than my mom being my best friend, there is also Ava Mackenzie Blake. She is the hot head out of the two of us. She moved here from Huston,Texas at the end if elementary school and I'm the first one that befriended her. Now her name might sound sweet but don't let that fool you. She will give you a country ass whooping if you need it. She is the opposite of me. I'm quite and she loud, I'm sweet she's sour, it just goes on like that. Oh and she cuss and I don't. Only if you let the hood country side of me get out and her name is Bre.

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"Come on Ya-Ya. It's lunch time lets go." Ava said tugging on my arm.

"Good greed Ava wait. I have to finish writing down my homework." I said writing the last word I needed and put my paper in my book bag.

I threw my book bag over my shoulder and stared at Ava.

"You ready now?" Ava questioned stupidly.

I looked at her like is this girl serious. I turned around and took my book bag off and sat back down.

"What are you doing?" She asked stupidly again.

"What does it look like I'm doing." I shot back at her.

She rolled her eyes and said "You need to get your butt up."

"Okay okay." I said grabbing my book bag again.

Walking out of my English class with Ava we approach my locker.

"So what do you have for lunch." Ava asked watching me do my combination.

"Uh let over Chinese food." I said grabbing my lunch box.

"Oh that sounds goo-" she said before she stopped talking.

"Good? And yeah it is." I said closing my locker. Turning around looking at her.

She didn't say anything. She just stared passed my shoulder.

"What the heck are you looking at." I said turning around to see what she was looking at.

When I turned around I saw him.... Rashan and his girlfriend Adrienne. They were lip locking in the hallway by his locker.

I turned around quickly so they wouldn't see us watching. "Turn around and quit staring." I said to Ava turning her around by her shoulder.

"I'm sorry, I can't help it. To know that every girl in the school likes him and she is always lip locking him makes me mad." she said looking at me.

"Not me." I lied.

"What do you mean 'Not me'? She asked.

"I don't like him." I said putting my hair behind my ears.

"Yes you do. Everybody does. I mean what's not to like? He's hot..,, he's light skinned....He's a junior...He has a car..he has tattoos....Ummm ummm uh-" she said before I cut her off.

"He also sells drugs for my moms boyfriend." I informed her.

"Now let's go. I have to warm up my food." I said walking off taking a quick glance behind me to see if they was still there. And sure enough they were.

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After heating up my food and waiting for Ava to get her lunch we sit down at the two chaired table.

"So you really don't like him?" Ava asked biting some of her chicken sandwich.

"I really don't like him." I lied. I did like him it's just that why waist time telling people who you like when one they like him too or two he is not into you and three when he has a girlfriend.

"Wow.... Really?"

"Yes really. I want somebody that finishes school and gets a good job and does something with his life." I said eating some of my food.

"Okay that's you." She said eating a French fries.

"Yes it is me." I say putting another fork full of food in my mouth.

We continued to eat and talk about random things and laugh.

I look up from my empty plate of food to see Adrienne mad mugging me.

I just looked away and didn't say anything. I drank the rest of my coke and got up from the table.

"Where you going?" Ava asked.

"Trash can." I said holding up my trash.

"Oh can you take this for me too. Please bestie." She begged.

I smiled and took her plate and put it on top of mine and walked to the trash can which was on the other side of the cafeteria.

I threw the trash away and walked away.

When I was walking back to my seat I was stopped by Adrienne.

"Hey Bre come here." She said nicely.

I walked over to where she was.

"Um it's Yanna." I said nervously.

I don't know why I was nervous but just the popular people talking to you, you don't want to say the wrong thing.

"Yeah whatever." she said looking at her friend which I think her name is Reina.

I just looked at her and didn't say anything.

"So did you like what you saw earlier?" She asked.

"I-I don't know what your talking about." I said.

"Oh please don't give me that stuttering shit. I saw you and your lame ass friend looking at me and my boyfriend earlier." She said pointing to Ava at the table by herself when she said 'friend'.

"I-"

"Uh save it. You took to long to answer me. You leave now." she said turning around back to Reina.

I turned around and walked back to my seat with Ava.

"What's wrong?" Ava asked siting up in her chair.

I grabbed my lunch box and said "Nothing. Uh let's go. Lunch is almost over."

"You lying, but it's whatever let's go." She said grabbing her water bottle.

We walked back to class and finished the day out. Oh gosh what a day.