Need A New Me

Bre Forever

Breyanna POV

"Breyanna boo? You good? Are you going to school today." I heard a voice say.

I sat up and realized that my mothers death was real. I looked around the room and saw nothing there. I get out the bed, only to be stepping on Rashan on the floor curled up in a black thick blanket.

I jumped back putting my feet back in the bed. He sat up rubbing his eyes. His light skin shines as the light from the window shines on him.

Wiping his face down with his hand he looks at me. "Damn you didn't have to step on me."

"My bad...I kinda forgot you was even down there." Fidgeting with my fingers I look at him.

He laughed and looked at me "You good."

I smiled and put the covers back in the bed. I honestly don't feel like leaving the house...or getting up to eat or anything.

"You need time to yoself or do you wanna go ta school?" Rashan said standing up reveling this tattooed sleeved arms and six pack abs. It got hot in the room so I took the covers off.

"Um I think I'm going to stay here. But can you stay with me. I wouldn't feel comfortable by myself in your place."

"Yeah cool. I'm going back to sleep though. But if you get hungry call for pizza and ask for JJ."

I chuckled at what he was doing. "Oh I see Terrance taught you that. You know JJ in debt with yall so he hook yall up with free pizza huh."

"How you figure that?" He smiled.

"Although Terrance was smart he trusted me with everything. I was the one keeping him organized. I wrote down names and how much they owed. JJ just happened to be 15 grand into his debt."

"Why Terrance ain't kill his bum ass then?"

"Because he owed money. Why would you kill someone that owed money and you not get yo shit. Terrance had him get a job at Pizza Hut and every time JJ got paid it will go straight to Terrance. If JJ snitched to '12 then that was his life so free pizza." I said smiling. I came up with the job cause I like pizza.

"You know when he pay off his debt I'm killing his ass." He said removing the blanket from around his legs getting up and sat be side me on the bed.

"Well Terrance was going to have you do it anyway so." I laughed.

"What did your mom do for Terrance if you was "supposedly" the brain?

"There's no quotation mark around supposedly. I was the brain. And my mom ummm...she did a lot. Obviously she loved and cared for him. She was his Ride or die. I guess that was true cause they both died together."

He nodded his head at me and did a small little smile. I smiled back but it wasn't anything big or anything.