Sorry guys but I think I can't update this story because of what happened. As you all know that Jonghyun from SHINee died because of suicide.
Even though I'm not a shawol but I am really affected by the death of Jonghyun because SHINee was the reason why I'm in kpop world. And thanks for my friend she was the one who influenced me to know about SHINee but it didn't end as her expectation.
When I heard the news about it I was totally shocked. I quickly opened my social medias.
Then I saw a picture of 500 fans gathered outside the hospital waiting for Jonghyun. At around 9 or 10 pm I saw some post that "Jonghyun is still fighting for his life" . The others said " The police declared Jonghyun death but SM Entertainment and the doctors didn't declared. So I was releived that time and I fell asleep.
The next morning my phone just pop out and I saw a lot of post about Jonghyun. I cried so hard.
And today I cried a lot because today is the last day of his funeral. I really want to go to the funeral but "Country distance". When I watched from YouTube that his coffin is going to where he will rest, I feel sad but happy. I don't know why I felt that way. I think I felt sad because he left us and he will never come back and happy bcs I know I will meet him someday in a nice place and he get rid of his miserable life.
