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Jungkook
Taehyung hyung I cant take this anymore my life has been falling apart. The loneliness  has completely eaten me up. The reason I replied to your message was because I've been going through the same things as you but I could feel that it was something new for you and I hoped I could help you. Now that I saw your smile I'm sure you'll live a good life and continue to make new friends. Me I can't do that anymore it's too late for me. Goodbye Hyung change the world with your smile I'm sorry that I'm such a coward but I love you 🖤

 Goodbye Hyung change the world with your smile I'm sorry that I'm such a coward but I love you 🖤

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I couldn't stop the tears from falling as I ran to his house. All this time I thought he was living a good life but never did I think his heart was broken. I knocked on the door and continuously punched it finally opened as I ran in screaming his name. The light from the bathroom was visible my legs trembled as I walked towards it. The door squeaked open and I saw his lifeless body there all soaked and covered in blood.

Tears fell from Taehyungs eyes as the one that saved him broke right infront of his face. Broken sobs left his mouth as he grabbed his phone and called an ambulance he cried screaming the Youngers name begging him to come back.

The paramedics took Jungkook away while the police and detectives rushed in tapeing the front door. An officer walked towards Taehyung placing a hand on his shoulder and guiding him outside. He was frozen.

Arriving at the police station the officer talked to Taehyung about the procedure that he needed to go through before seeing Jungkook. She slowly placed a letter infront of him and told him Jungkook has left this for him on the countertop in the kitchen along with one for his dad and one for his mum.

Walking lifelessly towards the hospital Taehyung thought about everything the younger had said to him at the coffee shop and how he winced in pain when he grabbed his wrist.

I lost the one person who saved me I was so caught up in my own world that I let him go. Why couldn't i see the pain he was in? Jungkook why did you never tell me about your problems? Why didn't you take your own advice? How long have you silently been suffering. I'm sorry I couldn't I'll the gap in your heart I'm sorry I didn't tell you how I felt I'm sorry i turned my back on you and walked away. I'm so sorry Jeon Jungkook I hope you can hear I'm sorry that I let you go.

Jungkooks suicide shocked everyone the child with the biggest smile was hiding the darkest secret. Police found out that his parents drove him towards his death when they disowned his for following his dreams. As they went through his messages they found small hints about him wanting to commit suicide.

Taehyung went through counselling where he met some good people who kept him smiling. He started living for both him and Jungkook.

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