I want to scratch you but i love you

Part 1

/ring ring ring ring/ You woke up to the sound of your alarm .it was 7am you slapped it and let out an annoyed sound ,you hated to wake up in the morning u felt like shit "5 more min " you said to ur self before covering your head with the comforter but your phone had to ring at that moment so you picked it up and scream " THE FUCK U LOWLY ASS BUBBLE GUM DUMB DUMB HOE WANT AT 7 FUCK A SLUT AM ?" You only can hear silence then a shocked voice spoke " so I'll take that a no for the job offer " the the line went dead. you could feel something has broke in your eyes due to the wider u had forced them to open and the scream you let out " NO NO NOOOOOOO WAIT I -I ...... fuck it she hang up fml" you collapse back into your bed cursing the day u learned to talk .

Your personality wasn't the best thing in you .you were sassy, early angered, sarcastic, you hated people, and grumpy. That's how your last boyfriend described u before you "accidentally" push him out of the stares when he was leaving your apartment .
well you start to believe it when your last boss told you you are a cold hearted bitch and evil because you said no and go fuck yourself to a client . In self defence he deserved more coz he tried to grab your ass and thats not how people treat a mall manager . So you got fired . It was for the best you hated that job anyway on the other hand you needed the good salary to be able to survive .
You weren't even lucky or that pretty to work as a prostitute (Nah your parents will kill you and say they never ever had a daughter ).

Since you blow up your chance of getting a decent job at a good company you decided to stay in your apartment and do nothing. You wenter back to sleep and woke up at 1pm . You forced yourself out of the bed into the bathroom barley washing your face and walk to the kitchen to look for something to shove down your throat coz you stomach was screaming for food and who are you to deny it . You opened the fridge to found it empty only some spaghetti left overs and some cake . You started to think of the last time u bought cake , you didn't remember when . But You wondered, should you risk your life and eat it ether you die or you go to the hospital and in both cases you are broke .
En the end you ate the spaghetti left over and went to your room to change your pj's to go grocery shopping, only the idea of going to a supermarket at 4pm it self made you sick ,but you needed food if you weren't going out of your apartment for God knows how long .

you didn't have friends and your only try hard to make you have fun in here own way was busy with her boyfriend. So no one will wonder where you are or miss you .
You put on a black pants and a black Hoodie tied ur hair so it won't get on your way .you took your phone ,keys and wallet and head down to the supermarket .

On your way out of the elevator you say a cute pink cat "Wow a pink cat is it possible " you said in a low voice and lookd at that cat walking like she or he is a princess or prince but it was so beautiful and cute you wanted to squeeze it so u tried to pet it but she walk away from you , you could swear the cat had a disgusteddisgusted look at her face "whaaat damn that cat is full of her self " you said to the walking away from you cat .
After you finished shopping and head back home your friend called you " hi girl I missed you so very much how are you? How is everything? Did you find a job ? Or a boyfriend? " your friend talked so much and never shut up but for some odd reason you 2 r best friends you understand each other and she didn't annoy you but you find her amusing and caring and she didn't find you as the evil bitch witch . " slow down aurora I missed you too and no for all of your questions and what do you want at this hour? " You replied trying to sound annoyed but she didn't pay attention to you and continued talking in her hyped self " anyway the new club has opened and my fabulous boyfriend got me a VIP pass so I was like no i wont go alone I need y/n with me if you won't go you know my boyfriend works in a big ass company and he have a meeting with a important client an......" you cut her off coz you really didn't want to know her bf life story "from the end what the fuck you want? " You can hear her roll her eyes as she talked "bitch come with me to the club and have fun i won't take no for answers of I'll call your dad and tell him what you didn't in high school to get Mr. Lee to quit his job " you froze at that and screamed a "ok ok I'll go but you will pay for this you snake " now you know why you are friends with her ,she is evil too. "good I'm coming to you apartment in 5 min " with that she hang up on you .

Well siting fire to Mr. Lee s fake hair wasn't your fault you only tried to smoke for the first time ever but almost got caught by the principles . and throwing the cigarette out of the window to land on his head was just your bad luck paying you a visit, which you had lots of them in your life .

Aurora arrived at your apartment at the exact time . As soon as you opened the door she started to talk while showing her self the way to your room " listen to me you frog I'll make you a hot mess tonight, that's why I m here " she turned to look at you before you could speak "and no you're not saying a shit . Have you looked at your self you dress like grandma " she turnd with out even giving you a chance to take and started to look in your closet . But you had a reply for her " first of all I don't dress like your grandmas and second of All I dare you bitch " , that's it you had enough of her talk you needed action now .

Aurora took a black tub-neck tight dress out of her bag " I got this for you coz I know i wont find shit in you closet " she handed you the dress and black high heels .
Ones she was done with you you look at the mirror, the dress was thights length if you bend your ass will show up, and your breast will jump over too . Your hair was left and styled up , light make up . But you had to admit you looked super hot .

The club was crowded ,guys trying to grind on you , girls dancing wildly . But the thing that got your attention is 2 hot muscled boys dancing in a seductive way , on top of that the shot one of them was shirtless, they made girls and boys drool over them . Your friend snapped you out of that view by shoving another class of a strong alcohol in your hand by that time you lost count of how many you had had , and who to blame you you need the booze to keep looking at the hot dudes with out getting a nosebleed.
You excused your self to go to the restroom, you wobbled in your way , and the horny ass guy didn't make it a easy Misson for you to get there. " hi hot stuff wanna have fun with me?" A guy grabbed you waist and pulled you into him , you gaved him a disgusted look and tried to break free from him saying "the fuck you think you r doing ? " He didn't seem to get so he grabbed your arm and started to drag , you started to scream and kicked him in he's butt and when he turned to face you you yelled and kick him in the balls "LET THE FUCK GO OFF ME YOU PERV " but with your drunken state it wasn't hard enough coz as soon as you tried to make your way in the crowd you saw him follow you , you thought "fuuuuuuuuuck this shit" then you bumped into a tall wide shoulder handsome guy with a pink hair ? So pink is the new trend now? But in that state you didn't care the only think you wanted is to run from that guy .

Your hand huged his neck "help me pink boi " with that you slammed your lips to his pink plump ones . Feeling them soft and purfect against your . And to your surprise he kissed you back .

But the bad luck had to get his ass between you tow , as soon as you stopped kissing him you looked at his brown eyes and passed out .