I Freaking Love You

Chapter 2

Guys I hope you liked the 1st chapter...I know it was quite short...and I will try to increase the lenght of the chapters ahead...

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Sophia's POV.

And again the scenes change...my life seems to be like a small documentary..now I am entering my own house..I enter my room and smashed the door hard..

"I killed him"

"He died because of me"

"I am not worth anyone's love"

I started shouting and blaming myself about Liam's death...

Liam - he was my boyfriend since a year..we first met at my aunt's place, at a get together... He was a Nerd,a good Boy as everybody used to call him..

I was remembering about how we met,we came close,we started liking each other... and then finally I realised that he died...AND HE DIED BECAUSE OF ME...

I was weak...I could not understand why it all happened so suddenly..

I was leaning to my door and crying when I unknowingly stood up.went to the washroom.grabbed a fresh blade.and then..a new stream of pain started flowing throw my wrist..I never harmed myself because I wanted to gain sympathy.. I just did so because I wanted just one pain..and now it was the one that was flowing in red color...everywhere on my washroom floor..

I was broken...

Just then I heard my dad yelling from outside my door...he was banging his palm on my room's door..I did not response...everything started fading..all I could see was blackness all around me..I could just hear someone banging at my door and yelling my name again and again..

"Sophia, Sophia open the door"

And i woke up...

It was a bad dream...A really bad but a real dream...of my dark past...

I was recovered from my deep thoughts by a loud bang at my door...and again a loud bang...

I stood up lazily and went to open my door...and all I saw was...my worried dad...And a Really Really worried one...

"Its your first day to college Sophia"my dad reminded me really politely...

"Yea Yea I remember Dad,and please don't worry dad I am fine", I told him in a reassuring tone..

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Guys I hope you liked the chapter..

Chapter one and two both were Sophia's dream...of a tragic incident that changed her life...she dreams about it usually every night and screams and cries...since a year...