Lowest Point||Todoroki

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by honeyotuu

by honeyotuu

[requested by: @LancelotPuppet]
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"Hold in there [Y/N], you know you'd hate yourself if you stopped" [Y/N] mumbled to herself.
[Y/N] was trying to become as good as Todoroki, she admired him, had feelings for him. She wanted to impress him, she wanted him to love her back.

Back to what she was doing;
[Y/N] was training with Midoriya, Midoriya knew about her intense feelings for Todoroki, but he also knew someone else's intense feelings for him, it broke him inside to keep the secret from
[Y/N], he so badly wanted to tell her and comfort her.

"[Y/N] that's a wrap!" He shouted, exhausted, panting.

Midoriya wiped sweat off his forehead as Uraraka ran to the bench to grab their waterbottles.

"Good job [Y/N], Deku!" She cheered as she handed the two their water.

"Thanks! I've been trying hard!" [Y/N] replied

"Why have you've been training harder lately? You're doing just fine so you don't need to train too hard?"
"It's a bit personal towards
[Y/N]!" Midoriya blurted, panicky.

Uraraka nodded understandably as she looked towards [Y/N]'s flustered face.

[Y/N] was staring at Todoroki, who was, coincidentally calling Midoriya's name.

Uraraka's eyes widened and shook [Y/N] back and forth.

"Oh!! Oh!! I get it!" She squealed and jumped. [Y/N] shushed the excted Uraraka as Midoriya walked over to Todoroki and started conversing.

"Tell him!"
"I can't.."
"Why!???"
"I'm scared!"
"Hmmm? DON'T BE!"
"URARAKA ITS NOT THAT EASY!!"
"I guess, you're right.."
[Y/N] sighed hopelessly as she sat on the grass with Uraraka.

Uraraka wanted to help, really, but she knew [Y/N] wanted to do this on her own.
[Y/N] glanced at Todoroki and back at Uraraka.
"Sometimes I wish it was that easy.."
The sudden words surprised Uraraka.
"I think I'll tell him tomorrow."
"Wha- Really!?" Uraraka was happy, she was so excited.
[Y/N] nodded and clenched her fist. "I hope this works out.."
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The morning came and a yawn came out of [Y/N]'s mouth, her hair swished as she quickly got ready and ran to the station
"Good morning Izu~Kun!" She smiled, Izuku smiled back.
"Uraraka told me.. what you're uh gonna do today.."
A whine escaped [Y/N]'s mouth
"Uwahhh~!!!"
As they arrived at school, collecting Uraraka and Iida on the way, they sat in their seats and listened to the dreadfully dull lesson being taught.
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The day was over quicker than [Y/N] anticipated.
She jogged up to where Todoroki was and stopped him.
"Would you mind meeting me out back?"
Oblivious, Todoroki obliged and followed her there.
"How was your da-"
"You obviously called me here for something important." Todoroki cut off [Y/N] with his blunt sentence.
[Y/N] got more nervous and rubbed her arm.
"I'll get to that now.."
"Hm."
"Well.. Shouto Todoroki.. I have intense feelings for you and I was won-" cut off again.
"No."
"W-what?" Shocked, [Y/N] stuttered out.
"I like someone else, sorry." Todoroki began to jog away.
Alone, was [Y/N], silence made her even sadder as her thoughts and insecurities crushed her, just like her heart was previously, crushed.
Izuku watched from a top a tree, feeling sorry for the girl as she collapsed to her knees and starting to choke out cries and whimpers.
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The next day, [Y/N] was quiet, it was the weekend and she decided to get groceries.
In the plaza she saw a girl with a boy, the boy caught her attention. It was the same red and white multicoloured hair boy she fell so hard in love with, the same boy whi crushed her feelings without mercy.
Grabbing her grocery bag she paid the cashier and shuffled out the store with tears in her eyes.
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The week after was a week of tension and healing, but if you paid close attention, the way she still looks at Todoroki, reveals the truth.
She still loves him, dearly.