you say logan on the couch because your past was very scary and sad.
yn- logan...
l- yes yn?
yn- when i tell you this you can't push me away.
l- okay.
yn- promise?
l- promise.
yn- so when i lived at the clout house rice and i had a relationship.
l- wait wha-
yn- let me finish. anyways we were going out for about a 3 months and we were doing good. until he cheated on me. so i became like chloe.
l- a crazy bitch?
yn- let me finish. anyways i became very depressed and i started hurting myself.
then you showed logan cut marks on your arms.
he gasped.
yn- then rice gum saw it and pushed me away. threw all my stuff away and kicked me out for trying to commit suicide. i'm never a sad person but at that moment in my life i was.
logan grabbed your arms and started kissing them. you loved this feeling. you just wished he would kiss you all over.
l- yn. i would never push you away. all the little things, like these scars are what makes you yourself. your beautiful self.
you started to cry.
yn- i'm not finished.
l- finish.
yn- so then i started to drink a lot and smoke weed and cigarettes. but i stopped bc i wanted to reinvent myself.
you struggle to talk.
yn- then i met you yesterday and i got all happy inside. and i hate myself for what i did.
l- yn look at me. smoking... everyone goes through it. drinking.... everyone does it. it's a part of life. you tried to drown your pain babe.
in your mind- he just called me babe!
l- you are perfect yn! and if anyone cheated on you they are so stupid.
you hug logan and start crying. he treated you so well. you loved him. but you had to hide the fact that you just met him. he kissed you. it was so passionate and filled with sparks.
logan- yn.
yn- yes?
logan- we are going to get a new start to the night. we are going to have some fun. i'm going to get pizza and go to the liquor store. we are having fun tonight.
yn- okay. ill text you what i want.
logan- okay.
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lost without you|| Logan Paul fanfic
Fanfictionyou have a bad past. you've been kicked out of the clout house and have to move to an apartment and pick your fame back up, but you have a scary past that you need to tell someone about. until you meet logan paul.
