Lately I've learnt to smile more, does that mean im getting better??? HELL NO, because lately I've felt worse than normal.
I've realized i cant face my demons.... because my demons are in my past they haunt me and there's no way of stopping them.
i cant believe its almost been 12 months since everyone found out how messed up i am, of course I've been messed up much longer than that but does that matter? of course not
They think I'm better, if only they knew the truth, the truth that I've started purging again, that i always feel weak, lifeless, dying and do you know why that is?
Its because i am, i am dying..... well to speak were all dying but I'm dying fast, my soul well that died months ago and now its just waiting for my body to die.... it wont have to take long.
