A small step of bravery masked by cheesiness let her heart soar, a small date. A simple movie. Small gestures that made her happy smashed the anxiety into small pieces which she stepped on and kicked into the drain. All the worst outcomes non-existent. Until it was over when it reformed into a monster picking at all the words she said, all the ways she acted, and the things she wore. The monster has come back for it's revenge and is slowly winning. A small question done to toughen her is making her weaker, she starved herself unconsciously and now is eating uncontrollably. Two boys on her mind and one monster looming behind.