I stare up into blue eyes, Jason Voorhees tilts his head while looking down at me.
Why are you stopping me from killing myself?
"Mother said so, she says you are a good girl"
I laughed at this, well if she knew what all I did she'd change her tone.
"Why do you think you should die?"
I'm 28 years old, I feel like I had finished everything I set out to do.
I am an outcast to my peers, I have mental issues.
I'm not a good girl!
I gripped my pocket knife tighter, what do I have to live for?
"Doesn't you're family love you and miss you ? "
Well yeah but some of them put me down for who I am.
"What about friends?"
Yeah who I hardly see anymore, due to my depression.
"Pets?"
Four birds.
"They depend on you, how would they eat without you?"
I rather not answer that question.
"Give me a GOOD REASON to end your life."
I tried bad things such as; drinking smoking and weed.
Other stuff I rather not even say.
I say or do stuff that a Christian shouldn't even say or do.
"Christian?"
Yeah someone who lives for God, come to think about it if I kill myself I would go to hell or so I been told.
"I am still having a hard time finding a good reason why you should die."
You don't even know me, why do you care if I live or die?
I heard him sigh then I heard writing.
"You came to my property so that makes you MY business."
"I never met someone who WANTED to die before."
"Now let's try this again why should I let you kill yourself?"
I groaned I was arguing with a serial killer who thought I shouldn't die?
What the hell?!
I'm 28 and I act like a 12 year old 96.9 % of the time, I can't get a real paying job.
My mind tries to tell me what to do I argue with myself inside my head.
I hate being a weirdo and outcast!
Sometimes I cry myself to sleep asking myself why do I have to be like this?
I felt strong arms wrap around my waist, while taking the pocket knife out of my hand.
I felt wetness on my head, I looked up to see tears in his eyes.
He rubbed my back then he SAID I'm here for you, I know exactly how you feel.
Now it was my turn to cry, I finally met someone who understood.
