Niall POV
Zayn continues to harshly drag me outside of the club.
"Zayn can you let go of me now."
Zayn ignores my comment and he pushes me onto his car and roughly kisses me.
"What the heck we're you thinking!? Kissing that dipshit asshole! Huh. You belong to me Niall, no one else can have you, only me." Zayn says, roughly kissing my face and neck, I pushed him off me.
"I do not belong to you, you left me at the pizza shop, so I decided to have some fun, maybe if you would've took me home in the first place, then I wouldn't have met Dean."
"Get in the car, I'm taking you home." Zayn says angry.
"I'm staying here with Dean, I don't wanna go home with you."
"Well dean is not here, you can either get in the car, or I will make you get in."
I obeyed what Zayn said, I don't wanna argue anymore with him. I get inside the passenger seat while Zayn goes around the other side and starts driving to my house. I feel my phone buzz, it was a text from Dean.
From Dean: Did someone kidnap you!? Are you ok?!
To Dean: Yea I'm fine, sorry my huh I guess boyfriend was jealous of me dancing with you, so he's taking me home. Sorry If I scared you.
From Dean: It's cool, can I see you again?, like friends if that's cool with you?
To Dean: Yeah sure, sorry if I gave any mix signals with kissing you.
From Dean: I knew you we're taken, I just wanted to kiss you, so you could forget about that guy, that just left you at pizza shop.
To Dean: Thank you for helping me forget, I enjoyed kissing you too, I will text you later ok?
From Dean: I enjoyed kissing you too :) ok text me later.
I smile at the last text Dean gave me and I put my phone in my pocket.
"Why the hell are you smiling about?" Zayn questioned, still driving.
"I was texting Dean."
"What the hell for?!"
"To tell him that I'm ok, that person who was dragging me away from him wasn't some rapist, or killer."
"Whatever, why the hell you let him kiss you?" Zayn questioned angry.
"I wanted him to."
"So you act like slut in a club with some guy, while I get yelled at for kissing Harry!?"
Zayn finally parks the car in front of my house and I just exit the car without answering him, how dare he called me a slut. I open my house door and was about to close it, but Zayn push it open and leaving it open behind him.
"Niall look, I was harsh when I called you slut, but-"
"There's no buts in calling me a slut, your the slut, no a manwhore who keeps doing things with other people, for once in my life, I actually did something that felt right. Someone who actually treats me with respect and you just just treat me like crap." I yell in his face. I felt a sharp sting to my face and I fell to the floor. I put my hand against cheek, it stings badly. I soon realized Zayn just slap me.
"Niall?" Zayn says scared. "I'm so sorry, I-I didn't mean to hit you."
"Get out"
"What?"
"I SAID GET OUT, you fuckin promise me you would never hit me and you did. I can't be in a abusive relationship, your verbal abuse was already too much for me!, just leave!." I roar.
"No Niall please, I-I will get h-help ok?" Zayn says, getting on his knees.
"No, I'm sick of you treated me this way, all I ever did was love you and you treat me like I'm nothing, I can't take it anymore Zayn, I've had enough" I cried.
"Niall, you're the only person that's put up with me this long, I believe in you, that you can save me from being the monster that my father was to me, I'm begging you not to give up on me, I admit I take things too far, something just snap inside me when you were kissing that prick. I'm deeply sorry for hitting you."
"I-I don't think I c-can believe you anymore Zayn, you begged me to take you back when you kissed my best friend, now you just hit me, what's next, you send me to the hospital, because you get angry again, I won't take that chance again, I'm sorry."
"This is it!? You're giving me on me?" Zayn murmured.
"I want to Zayn, I really want to let you go.... but I can't I'm falling too deep with you. Just leave, I will text you, or call you when you can come back, if I want you back." I whisper.
"Can I k-kiss y-you? This could be the l-last time, I see you again." Zayn says in tears. I have never seen Zayn cry over anything, I can't believe he's crying over me, it makes harder for letting him go. I crawl over to him and put my arms around him and kissed him. Then I cried on his shoulder, the feelings are too overwhelming for me.
"Don't cry Niall, you're making it painful than it already is." Zayn says, hugging me tightly.
"I'm sorry I just feeling th-"
"Don't you dare say sorry Niall, I've messed up, I've hurt you so much, that I can't even live with myself for the things I did to you. I'm worthless without you, I fucking failed you, remember when you was singing that song when we're in bed? Something about don't leave you high and dry? Well I've done it. I'm a shit person Niall." Zayn says crying. It make breaks my heart to hear Zayn cry.
"I can't fucking do it Zayn! Stop crying, I will give you another chance just stop!."
"No Niall you're right, I have to leave you, I'm no good for you." Zayn says getting up. I push him backed down to the floor.
"No I'm sorry, I've made a mistake, stay here with me, don't leave me again please." I hug Zayn tighter.
"It's for the best Niall." Zayn says, pushing me gently off him.
"You will come back for me? Right." I said, crying.
"I don't know, I've done too much damage to you Niall, you have Dean now, he cares for you and can treat you better." Zayn says, sadly.
"Zayn we can work this out together, I want you to stay, I honestly don't want you to leave me, Dean doesn't compare to you. "
"I might come back in a few days Niall, I'm sorry, but I have to leave. Again I'm sorry for hitting you." Zayn says, pulling me up from the floor, then give me a kiss on the forehead.
"No give me a real fucking kiss, not some forehead kiss."
Zayn gentle push me to the wall and kissed me passionately on the lips. I taste his cigarette flavor lips, I hope this won't be last time, I get to kiss Zayn.
"If I don't come back, give Dean a chance, if I do come back, then stay away from me." Zayn says, walking out the door and possibly out of my life.
What an emotional chapter, I've cried a little when writing it, the Ziall feels lol.
Hope you guy's enjoyed this chapter.
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