e m o t i o n s = m e

[ dec. 23, 2017 ]

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hi, hello-

its literally two days till christmas holy- and like tom is gonna be christmas eve- gifts,

smh, i have like three families, one is my actual family, two is my half sisters' family, then my mom's family-

which are both large families not gonna lie- but sTill

im still not in the christmas spirt, like i tried but nooo, someone's in a pissy ass mood for the past two days 😒

also- during dec. 20, was our christmas party, ty again -unicornblack -rosyjeon for the gifts they vv nice 😚😚😚

we had fun, feli was wearing heels man- even though they were like two inches but okay, i only liked it bc it was pointy lmao

i went to le mall my og squad- 😍😍😍, like it was fun, we went to starbucks- as expected my sis was there, it was around 11 something so,

when my sister is at starbucks, ill always ask her to buy me something- and she hands me some new or old starbucks card jsjs

^ i swear she collects sb cards for a living, then we walked around some more, julia bought me this triangle pencil case which is vv cute indeed

psa i nearly spelled triangle as trangle

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we watched fucking star wars-

like we used our money and shit like responsible ass kids we are--

despite april and cheska playing hockey at tom's world-

like we bought our own popcorn and shit, and let me remind you, this is the first time we hung out as a group outside of school

and you know what fucking happened? i didnt know the names and shit, but me and julia were literally just shipping people that has that look in their eyes-

especially reylo kms-

by the end of it, i've never been sadder in my entire lifetime,

🚨tlj spoilers whoOps 🚨

can we just talk about the throne room scene which is the closest thing that star wars is ever gonna get to a sex scene

luke tickling rey's hand with a fucking blade of grass and rey just like "yES I CAN FEEL IT!"

the look on ben's face when snoke said he manipulated the bond- hE thOughT tHe bOnd wAs rEal

ben removing his glove to touch rey's hand, then luke bursting in-

finn and mf poe

the look on ben's face when he looks at rey, and just hopes that she would join him so that he wouldnt be alone,

the fucking ass tear stains got me, tear stains, he's always ben solo-

im corny jk

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i know that i will literally fall deeper into this fandom, and have to watch all seven movies just to know shit, and by next year, im gonna be trash as hell so-

this is my life now

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that's all folks!

-ann 🌚