For A few days I can't sleep at all, I don't know whathappen to me. Since the day when i was failure towards aliwardhana , I always acompany the moon, many people say in bahasa is "bergadang". And at that time I feel lost my goal, like my destination was gone. Honestly I feel lost my way but i know this feeling is wrong, But that's not the point.
I'm lonely without goals, i don't have girlfriend but i don't care about that, i needn't girlfriend but i need destination, i need hope, i need spirit to achieve my dreams. Life in this situation is very suck for me. I don't know what should I do, i'm stuck in a bad habit. Every night i think about everything, incluiding love. I'm a normal, i have heart but i don't want having girlfriend because before i make her happy i want to make my mother happiness. The initials name of girl who i want is Y M , and i will get her to be my wife.
Regardless of all that i have a dreams to become president in my country . Many people laugh to me but i believe i can reach my dreams.
