i thought of him today.
i just thought that maybe,
you know,
we could work things out.
place our problems and worries aside and be a happy couple.
but again,
what is love without problems?
"with every hardship, there is ease."
with every relationship, there are problems.
how the both of us deal with it and settle it is what matters when a problem arise.
looking at the couples around me,
i wonder how do they even maintain
their happiness?
is it just for show?
or did they already go through hardships to get them to where they are now?
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i heaved out a sigh and mist clouded after my breath.
sipping on my tea,
i look over to the sea from the bridge.
coldness overtaking me as snowflakes start to fall,
even if my tea is still warm.
i need you,
but we all have egoism
and im sure the both of us
wants to win this fight.
but,
maybe,
im willing to give up
just to have you warm me again
like
our last christmas.
