I've been hurt by so many people, I think everyone is going to hurt me now. I don't like feeling that way. Always being afraid of people. Never speaking my mind. All I want is for someone to tell me they love me and mean it and not lie to me and hurt me all the time. Is that too much to ask for? To ask for a decent relationship, friendship, anything! All I want is to not be afraid for once in my life. I want to feel protected and out of harm's way.