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♡Adore U♡

Cr : Seventeen - Adore U

Guanlin's P.O.V

'These days, I have a lot of thoughts. These days, I have so much to tell you (these days)'

"Why so sudden?" Jihoon ask as I drive my car to the shopping mall.

"Shh baby, just follow my flow" I said and Jihoon pouted.

I clasp his hand and walking toward the arcade. Yes, I decide to bring him on a date today because we never did this back then due to my selfish self. He look at our hand and smile a little. That smile is enough to make me feel the spark.

'I feel weird, I'm not talking as much. My friends are all worried (these days). My heart races only when I'm in front of you. So I'm sorry about my clumsy actions. I still can't control it. Please don't play with me. Why are you keeping a front? I don't know, I don't know what will happen'

My heart keep on racing everytime he smile. He is having fun with the basketball game and I accidentally smile along without noticing but I guess, Jihoon notice it because he quickly make a poker face.

"Aish why am I so clumsy?" I muttered before cover up my smile with a frown. This is really embarrassing.

'So what I mean is, I want to know all of you. I'll sing you, u hoo, I'll sing you, u hoo. Even if my lips are dry, I need to say this baby. I adore you, I adore you, enough to get dizzy'

'(Adore you) these days, I (these days)
(Adore you) these days, I (these days)' 

Watching him playing around the arcade gracefully making me realize that I actually adore him so much.

I used to adore him but not after Seonho came into my life. I abandoned him and adore Seonho instead. But now, after what happened, Jihoon couldn't be compared with Seonho because Seonho will loss.

I adore Jihoon more than I've ever adore Seonho.

'How can you dazzle so much?
You're so pretty it's selfish but your personality is so humble – this is not the place to joke around. I'm announcing the fact about your charms. Is it because I like how you smile at me? Or do I just seem light to you?'

I bring him to the next destination, which is the beach. I know that he love the sea water so much. He look at the wave in awed. Looks like I hit a jackpot.

I studied his feature from the back. I noticed the way his hair dancing around due to the wind. I noticed his beautiful shadow on the sand. I noticed the way he smiled while closing his eyes, as if he is free from his problem. He turn around and look at me, still with a smile.

"Come here" Jihoon said while making a hand gesture. I immediately rush to his side.

"Why? What's wrong?" I ask but he just put his finger on his lip and point his free finger onto the sky.

That's when I noticed that he ask me to watch the sunset with him. It is pretty, but Jihoon is the prettiest and I think that it is selfish. It is illegal for a guy to be this pretty. So, I look at him instead of the sunset.

'Yeh, if you're finding a spot
Yeh, right next to me is good
Yeh, I have a lot of interest in you. Even your shoe size oh oh'

'I'm on fire right now because of you. It's impossible to cool me down. I'm on fire right now because of you. I don't know, I don't know, it'll happen somehow'

"Why don't you watch the sunset? It is pretty" Jihoon ask, still didn't tear his eyes from the sky.

"Because you make me realize that the sunset is not that pretty anymore after you were born into this world' I answered without blinking. He chuckled a little at my answer and I love the way his eyes crinkle everytime he chuckled.

"Hilarious" He said and started to walk along side the beach. I follow him after with a smile.

I smile because I know that he is trying to open up with me.... again.

'So what I mean is, I want to know all of you. I'll sing you, u hoo, I'll sing you, u hoo. Even if my lips are dry, I need to say this baby. I adore you, I adore you, enough to get dizzy'

'(Adore you) these days, I (these days)
(Adore you) these days, I (these days)'

'You can lean right here
You can cover your pain with me'

'Tell me your feelings
Don't hold back, it's not enough
Can't fake it no more
Crank up the speed
Stop playing hard to get
Now let me call you'

'Baby you're my angel'

' I want to know all of you
I'll sing you, u hoo, I'll sing you, u hoo. Even if my lips are dry, I need to say this baby
I adore you, I adore you, enough to get dizzy'

'(Adore you) these days, I (these days)
(Adore you) these days, I (these days)'

After we spend our time at the beach, I bring him back to the house. I put a blindfold on him before we go into our apartment.

"Why the fuck do I need to put on this blindfold?" Jihoon complained and pouted making me chuckled but I didn't answer him.

"Done" Daniel whispered and I muttered a thanks. They quickly get out from the house, leaving me and Jihoon alone.

"I think I heard someone else's voice" Jihoon said making me turn panic for awhile.

"Uhmm you heard wrong" I said before making Jihoon stand in the middle of the living room.

"Open the blindfold in the count of 5" I said before turn the light on. I didn't even know why does we turn off the light when we put a blindfold on him. I mean, the blindfold is enough to blind him. What the fuck am I talking about now?

"1" He said and open the blindfold. He take his time to adjust with the brightness before gasp at the sight in front of him.

I ask for the 9 idiots's help so they prepared this while I spending my time with Jihoon at the arcade and beach. I hate to say this but they did a good job.

There is a big 'BABY I'M SORRY' (A/n, I admit that this is My Name's song😭💔) pasted on the wall and a lot of  love shape balloons filling up our apartment.

"Lai Jihoon, I have being such a cruel person before. I abused you a lot, not to mention about the rape. I really regret, Hoonie. I'm such a dick. I don't deserve you but I want you. You are the only one who could change me in a lot of way. Like I say, I couldn't turn back time, but I swear that I'll make you live a happy life from now on. And about the reason for you to stay alive, I have found it." I said while taking a step forward with a ring on my hand.

"It's me. You have to stay alive for me. I love you Lai Jihoon. I really love you. I'm sorry for realize it late. This ring means that we will start a new life together. Will you, live with me for the rest of your life?" I kneeled down in front of him. He is clasping his hand onto his mouth. His pupil is shaking and about to cry but he tried his best to stop his tears.

"Just fucking put it on me" He said and I quickly slide it on his finger and hug him tightly before spinned him around. He hug me back before turning into a sobbing mess on my shoulder.

I break the hug and hold his face. We slowly close the gap and this time, he didn't avoid it. We shared a passionate kiss before...

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A/n, ooo stop being a horny reader. You need to control your hormone until I update the next chapter😂

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'Hello hello, hello hello, tell me what you want right now~

Hello hello, hello hello, Imma give it to you girl right now~'

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Please don't curse me!😂

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