You'll Still Love Me Right?//Sad Lovely Phanfic

I'm drowning from Within.

Dan's POV

            I was so tired. Of everything. My life. My annoying parents. Just everything in general. I needed everything to just stop. I felt so stuck and hearing all of my homophobic parents rants towards me. I didn't wanna feel anymore. Since all I felt every single day was just pain. Constant,Constant pain. From when I woke up to when I fell asleep. Pain. Everywhere. I was glad I was off to university at the moment. I just hope this dorm buddy of mine isn't some kind of bitch who's just gonna hurt me even more. Or judge me. Or I don't know. I have trust issues. I don't know how this whole dorm thing is gonna work. We will just more likely have to see.

As I entered I seen a pretty tall pale blue eyed boy. I thought he was pretty cute. I just smiled and I introduced my self as Dan Howell and he introduced himself a Phil who knows since I happened to get overly excited over the band/anime posters he had up on his side of the room. Then he said "love." UGH I hate love sometimes. Maybe it's the past partners I've had who've just tore me apart or just couldn't deal with my nonsense. So that's what made me stay quiet. I've only dated boys. Nobody had ever crushed on me. At least not that I know of. It's always me crushing on them. That is not what gets their attention. Sadly.