Marley
I was currently with justin in the studio, he wanted to show me some of his new music and I had big news to tell him.
"so you know how I've been basically wearing puma in almost all my photos?"
he hummed in response as he concentrated on the control thingies in front of the booth that controls how he wants his music to sound.
"they emailed me the other day asking if I wanted to be their new 'face' for all things puma!"
"what? marley that's crazy! that's amazing.. wow congratulations!" he suddenly lost interest in what he was doing before and ran up to me, hugging me in a bear hug before lifting me off the ground making me squeal
"thanks! I'm pretty excited and happy and proud and excited," I rambled as he let go of me chuckling at my response
"well I'm proud of you, that's really great," he caressed my cheek and I leaned into his touch
I closed my eyes and once I opened them I hadn't realised how close justin and I were, I could feel his breath against my lips.
Before he got any closer I stopped him with my hand against his chest and looked him in his eyes
"don't try anything," I spoke, almost inaudible
"I'm sorry,"
"no you're not," I laughed at his response
"you're right," he stepped back, leaving distance between us "I just wanted to see how far you'd let me go."
"this isn't some game bieber," I furrowed my eyebrows
"I wouldn't play you like that, marley, you know me" he looked at me with disbelief and looked between my eyes as if he was searching for something
"I know," I huffed
If you hadn't noticed already, I really liked justin.. like a lot a lot. I was just scared, well I am scared. I don't want my heart to be played with like some toy, like he does all the other girls he let's into his life.
I want to be different, not just some 'instagram hoe'.. who wants to be labelled that? As much as I tried to push away my feelings for him, there was no hiding the connection that we had towards each other and I think I just accepted it.
Now I'm just scared justin doesn't feel the way I do for him, the way I look at him with admiration and attraction. He's just so sweet and caring and that makes it harder for me not to like him! I mean have you looked at him too, it doesn't help either that his face was chiselled by the gods. This ain't love though, I'm not in love with him.. yet? I'm just deeply infatuated, yup, this is infatuation.
"what are you thinking about?" he cut me off from my train of thoughts
I wanted to lie, tell it was nothing, but something in me told me we might not get the opportunity to talk about this.
"honestly.. you," I avoided eye contact with him
"yeah? what about me?" he pushed to tell him my thoughts
"justin I-" I was going to tell him, straight up.. the worst he could do is not say it back- I mean I was going to die right, I hope I wasn't, "I like you," I didn't even think he heard me because I barely heard myself
the moment of silence between us made me realise that he might've, I finally had the courage to look up at him. He was staring at me already, his eyebrows slightly furrowed and his mouth open just a bit.
"say something," I nervously laughed
the silence was killing me..
"I honestly, I like you.. a lot marley," he grabbed my chin and forced me to look at him "I like your sass, yet you manage to be so caring. Your confidence, you never let anyone bring you down no matter what they have to say about you, and that's honestly what attracts me to you. I found that these past months that I've known you, I've tried to push my feelings for you away only because you didn't want anything more and I feared being rejected but to hear you say those words makes me feel like the happiest man alive."
I smiled and before I knew it, our lips attached, it was an innocent yet passionate gesture, one we've both been longing for.
I pulled away from him and looked into his eyes
"Marley, will you be my girl?"
"yes, I will," my smile grew wider with each word that slipped out of my mouth "but I don't want to be treated like them other bitches, because if I f with you, I'll f with you heavy and I expect the same."
"I gotchu, baby," he kissed my lips and I smiled into the kiss as did he
I was his girl and he was mine and nobody was going to come between us and break us apart, I will make sure of it.
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Can my life be this easy?😭
