The Great Escape <'3

unforgivable or maybe forgivable

I sat in my room crying for hours and days... I felt Like my world was ending and only a month away till the one direction concert I don't think I'm in any mood to go.. I can't go back stage having them look at me like this....

*buzz buzz**you don't  understand you don't understand* *buzz buzz**What you do to me when you hold his hand* *buzz buzz* I turn to see what the noise is and see Juno calling me... what could she want...

                      *click*

"umm hello?" I say confused hearing noise in the background like wind... She's probly outside..

"where are you I went to your house and you weren't there!" I hear Juno say in a worried voice

"I'm fine I just... I came to new York city for a while you know just see how it would be like... I needed time to clear my head..." I say heading to the air port..

"no! Are you there yet!?" She says,screaming in the phone practically making my ears bleed

"no I'm at the air port!,my flight isn't coming till like 2 or 4 hours more I just wanted to come early you know" I say sitting down and relaxing

"okay what's the airport name that your at!" She says as if it's a life or death situation

"umm memory airport station" I say looking at the sign in front of me

"okay stay there!" She says I hear her moving around and than she hangs up

Ok.. That was weird I wonder what she has to give me or tell me what's so important?that she has to rush over here?...

               2 HOURS LATER

I was already walking to the door already to go to the plane when I hear a guitar playing and someone singing, I turn to see who and see it's Ashton singing and playing guitar he told me .... He only played drums.... He hates guitars did he learn for me ... I feel My heart drop and tears start to fall when I hear him start to sing:

for a while we pretented that we never had to end it... but we knew we had to say goodbye

you were crying at the airport when they finally closed the plane doors..  I could barley hold it all inside..

Torn into and I know I shouldn't tell you but I just can't stop thinking of you...where ever you are you where ever you are...

Every night I almost call you just to say it always will be you!... Where ever you are..

I can fly a thousand ocean but there's nothing that compares to what we had so I walk alone...

I wish I didn't have to be gone..maybe you've already moved on but the truth is I don't want to know...

Torn into and I know I shouldn't tell you but I just can't stop thinking of you! where ever you are you! Where ever you are ... every night I almost call you just to say it always will be you! Where ever you are...

You can say will be together someday... But nothing last forever nothing stays the same... So why can't I stop feeling this way!...

Torn into... And I know I shouldn't tell you but I just can't stop thinking of you!where ever you ate you!where ever you are !you where ever you are every night I almost call you just to say it always will be you!... Where ever you are...

I didn't know what to do he left me speechless.. I was just standing there staring at him with my mascara running down,my face and my bags fell to the floor as well,as,my legs... All I can see is Ashton run to me and lift me up..

"lizzy are you ok-" he says and I interrupt him "what are you doing here Ashton...why are you here" I say pushing him off me

"I'm sorry I- I miss you lizzy I made a mistake I fucked up c'mon liz I love you! Liz I love you! And I will never stop loveing you!" He say grabbing me and pulling me closer to him

"I... Ashton... I'm ... Leaving .... I'm I can't do this Ashton not now! Just not not now... I'm sorry .." I say pulling away and running into the airport door to my air plane

"lizzy wait!" I hear Ashton call I run back and see what he wanted "what?" I say facing him "here",he hands me a neckless that said "only" on it "why only?" I say looking at him confused and see him pint to his braclet "cause your my one and only lizzy.... " his braclet said  "one and" and I had only I felt tear fall down my face and I ran up to Ashton and hugged him

"I'm sorry Ashton I love it... But not today I still have to go... Please don't wait for me okay...,I'm not worth it",I say walking away and not looking back the last thing I hear him say that day was "you didn't give it back so... You still care I'll wait I don't care your my love lizzy I love you I'm going to call you and think of you every-" that all I heard cause the doors closed before I could hear the rest..... I don't know what to do with Ashton but right now I need to focus on New York and settling in and getting a job... Well,hope new yorks going to be how I picture it to be....