Without even looking , I knew my eyes were red; they had to be since I had tossed to the left and turned to the right all night. I don't even think I slept a decent two hours. How could I when my son was fighting for his life in the hospital and I want there by his side.
It had to be about 9am. When I looked to my left I saw August staring at me. "Couldn't sleep much either I see." I said as I stared back at him trying not to cry. He pulled me close into his arms and let me cry into his neck. I felt a few of his tear drops on my shoulder , I know he was trying so hard to hold it together. He wanted to be strong for me but I saw him breaking every second.
"I wanna go to the hospital today Tamar.. to see Christian.." before I could say a word August pushed himself back to look down at my swelled up face. I stared into his beautiful brown eyes and wanted to cry because I saw my baby boy within those eyes. Being lost in a daze I forgot August had said something to me.
"Are you gonna come with me?" I rolled back over to my side of the bed and sat up. I wanted to see my son so bad but could I? August will be there with me but I don't think I can handle seeing him like that. "Y-yeah , I'll go with you." I let out while turning to look at him.
August had some kind of look on his face as if he knew something I didn't. He saw me looking at him sideways and immediately changed his expression. "Um well , let's get dressed so we can head out." He has said to me as he was getting up out of the bed.
I wanted to know what his look was about. But I didn't have time for it. I just wanted to go see my baby.
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Can I Trust You !? (Tamar Braxton x August Alsina)
FanfictionTamar and her husband August are going through the toughest time in there lives together and apart. Losing their child never seemed possible to them .. but here they are staring it in the face. It's taking the biggest effect on Tamar .. she's been...