Delena fiction

Chapter 1

Elena :

The sunshine was right in my face but I could care less . Here I was laying in Damon's bed and thinking about him I can't believe it was 3 month since he died to be honest there wasn't a minute were I didn't hated my self for leaving him in the other side . Oh no I can hear footsteps behind the door so that mean that Stefan will come in any seconds dragging me out of the bed , told you the door started opening and I heard him gasp when he saw me still in bed " Elena I told you 10 minutes ago that if you won't be out if here I will drag you like yesterday and before yesterday " I dug my head under the pillow but I still can hear his annoying voice " okay you asked for it " he walks towards me and drags me out of the bed " leave me alone Stefan how can't you understand that I don't want to see , hear , touch , anyone ? " he let's go of me and as I am about to fall he catches me again " I know elena I fully understand you but you have to listen to me you can't spend your whole life like this under covers and dreaming about my brother " i push him away just enough to look at his eyes " how do you it ?" I ask him , he looks at me as if I said that I love him " do what ? Drag you out of bed ? " I shake my head like a 4 year old " no how do you this ? How can you be so cool when you are in grief ? How can you not feel anything ? How can you not be sad that Damon is dead ? " I shouted the last question right at his face , he let's go of me and here I am again supporting my feet to stand on there own , okay now he looks confused " you thing I care less then you ? You thing that there was a day that I didn't think of how to bring him back ? " ohh no did I just heart his feeling ? Stefan was so nice to me this past last 3 month though I kicked him around the house though I screamed at him and slapped him but still he was so good to me " I am sorry I didn't mean it that way " he sights and looks at me deeply like he is studying me , like he saw me for the first time " I know , just get dressed and head to school you still remember that your brother is graduating today right ? I look down at myself shit i am wearing nothing except a bath rope shit I run to the toiled and lock the doors " yes I do remember thanks for reminding me " I scream out behind the glass doors . As soon as I hear Stefan closing the door from the other side I breath again and head to the shower tab

Stefan :

I can't believe it it's been 3 month since my Damon's death and since Elena came out of that room , 10 minutes ago I told her to be clean and fresh down her and the time went off and she is still in bed I can't believe it she has to be in school right know i mean her brother is graduating and yet here she is rolling in my dead brothers bed as if she could care less about Jeremy , okay times out I walk to Damon's room and see her under the covers I bet she heard me coming "Elena I told you 10 minutes ago that if you won't be out if here I will drag you like yesterday and before yesterday " I know she thinks I am annoying but so is she , she is not elena anymore " okay you asked for it " I walk towards her and drag her out of that huge bed " leave me alone Stefan how can't you understand that I don't want to see , hear , touch , anyone ? " god when will this end when she will smile again or will she be able to start over she is not strong enough to stand on her own how will she be able to deal with anything right know "I know elena I fully understand you but you have to listen to me you can't spend your whole life like this under covers and dreaming about my brother" she stares at me with confusion " how do you do it ?" Oh no I knew this will come she things I have no feelings she really things that i am not a person at all but how can I let my feelings show and act like her what will happen then and I know that if Damon was here he would hate me for this so I play stupid " do what ? Drag you from bed " okay that was good enough but not for Elena she gives me a look that said I know what you are doing there " no how do you this ? How can you be so cool when you are in grief ? How can you not feel anything ? How can you not be sad that Damon is dead ? " why is she yelling know ? I can't believe that she really thinks that I am okay with any of this oh poor Jeremy his graduation will start right after 1 hour and his sister is standing have naked in front me thanks Alaric is here okay this is enough of me

" you thing I care less then you ? You thing that there was a day that I didn't think of how to bring him back ? " I look deeply in her sad eyes her face softens and she is more relaxed " I am sorry I didn't mean it that way " finally she is back " I know just get dressed and head to school you still remember that your brother is graduating today right ? " my eyes drops to her necked legs she passes through me and rushes to the toilet okay my job is done her. " yes I do remember thanks for reminding me " as I walk out of the room i hear water running in the toilet finally I got to her as I get down I see Caroline sitting on the couch reading a magazine and a blood bag in her hand " good morning sleepy head " I tell her while bending and giving her a soft kiss on the lips yes yes we were together ever since I came back from dead and to be honest I liked it " I hear you and elena so you got my best friend back ?" I sit beside her taking the blood bag from her " well let hope that whatever just happened up there really worked " she smiled at me and rests her head on my should wow I like that feeling that feeling of a calm and almost human life of course Caroline visited every morning her mother in the hospital but everything else was fine well except Elena and now that's the problem is solved everything can go back to normal well only me looking how to bring Damon and Bonnie back .