Bad life

What needed to be done

A lot of things ran through Ethan's head. He was thinking that Anahy was with his brother just to get back at him, but that wasnt the case at all.He grew angry and jealous. At this point Ethan himself didnt even know what he wanted.

"Get the car, we're going to dallon's house." The guard nodded his head.

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Anahy grew tired of crying. Grayson hadn't left her side even though she tried to push him away. She actually really appreciated that he stayed. It just goes to show that grayson does have good intentions.

"Why is love so hard?" She had her head resting on Grayson's shoulder. Then she turned to face him. For a moment he didn't say anything but then the words came out.

"I don't know, but love is also one of the best feelings. Knowing someone is thinking about you or knowing that they care for you can mean the entire world to someone. It can be scary as well. Especially knowing that you risk getting your heart crushed." when grayson said that he looked at the ground.

"Have you  gotten your heart broken?" grayson sighed.

"I wouldn't call it that because I never got to be with her. To be honest everyone I "love" gets taken away from me." anahy really didnt know what to tell him.

"who did you love?"

"This girl named Veronica, Ethan actually was the one who took her from me." Anahy couldnt believe that he was in love with her. She wanted to tell Grayson that she wasn't the greatest person but she was pretty sure he would be blinded by love. Before she could say anything they heard someone knocking on the door. She laid angel on the bed, since he was sleeping, then she went to open the door. When she did she couldnt believe what was on the other side, Ethan.

"Why are you here?" She was trying her best not to burst out in anger.

"Where is my brother?"

"You dont get to ask any fucking questions. This is my house, Ethan."

"Actually its dallon's house sweety."

"You have some fucking nerve, you know. How do you even have the guts to come to my house when you have a girl at your house fucking pregnant from you." Ethan's heart dropped, he didnt want her to know about that.

"She isn't with me anymore. She left so we can be together again." Anahy let out a sigh of disbelief.

"Who said I worked like that. You cant just hurt someone and expect them to forgive you just like that." Ethan took Anahys hand but she pushed him away. "Don't touch me!"

"Can we at least just talk, please." Anahy looked back at Grayson before walking out of the room. She took Ethan to the living room.

"Okay tell me, what do you want to talk about." She was trying her hardest to hide the fact that she was heartbroken.

"I want to talk about us. I am so sorry, I genuinely feel so guilty. All you gave to me was love and I fucked you over in the worst way." Anahy saw a tear roll down Ethan's cheek. She wanted to throw herself right into his arms. That's what her heart wanted but her brain knew she couldn't just let him back in like that.

"I sincerely dont know what to tell you, but just know I forgive you." Ethan spread his arms ready to hug her but she pushed them down."But that doesnt mean I want anything to do with you."

"Anahy pl-"

"You said your piece so now please get out of my house." She looked him straight in his eyes, trying hard not to break.

"I will leave but when can I see my son?" She ignored his question and walked him to the door but before he left she told him something.

"You can't see him until you fix yourself up and oh by the way Calvin is a way better father then you ever will be." she slammed the door shut in his face. Ethan was filled with anger. He started banging on the door but Anahy paid it no mind and she went back to Angel and Grayson.

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Ethan drank himself to sleep that night, but it wasn't the first time he did that. Drinking for him was the remedy for all the pain that he felt. However it wasn't the best one. He woke up with a huge headache. He felt like laying in his bed all day and staring at the wall. He's never felt an emptiness like this before. It's like all that life and joy have been ripped from him. He started thinking about Anahy.

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"Stop playing with my hair." Anahy had her head rested on Ethan's chest. He loved to twirl her hair, just because it bothered her and seeing her mad made her even more cuter, at least to Ethan.

"Not until you give me a kiss."

"I'm not going to kiss you." Anahy looked up at Ethan and smiled at him. He looked into her eyes and got lost in them. He leaned in for a kiss but she turned away from him. "I told you I wasn't going to kiss you." She pretended to be mad.

"God you're so fucking beautiful. I can't wait for you to have my kids." She looked at him surprised.

"I'm too young to have children, plus it's a hard commitment especially with the life we live. I don't want my kids to be living in constant fear." Ethan cupped her chin. He placed a gentle kiss on her forehead.

"I promise you that I'll never let you get hurt. You will always be safe in my hands. You and our future kid." Anahy giggled a little. She looked Ethan in his eyes and then down at his lips. She placed a soft kiss on his lips. She could feel Ethan start to smile.

"I spoil you too much. You always end up getting what you want."

"That's because you love me, and I love you. Sooooo fucking much."

"Shut up and kiss me."

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Anahy woke up to Angel crying. She comforted him and fed him to get him to quiet down. She didn't want to do anything. She never thought that she could ever say what she said to Ethan. There has to be an end to all this and if she had to end it then so be it. Anahy heard a knock on the door of her room.

"Come in" Grayson stood there with a plate full of food. He had made eggs and toast for her.

"I thought I'd bring you breakfast in bed so you could feel better." That brought a huge smile to Anahys face.

"Grayson thank you so much, you make me feel so much better." He placed the plate on top of the desk next to her bed. He placed a gentle kiss on Angels forehead.

"So how are you feeling."

"A little better, but can I ask you something."

"Yeah sure anything"

"Can you tell me about you and Veronica?" Grayson let out a sigh.

"Where do I begin......