Innocence × c.b ✔

- Eighteen -

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Everything was blending Chanyeol's eyes, the light was just too bright. He felt a warm blanket covering his body, a soft pillow under his head and neck. He blinked a few times to accustom his eyes to the light.

"H-He's awake!", Chanyeol heard a shaking voice, he opened his eyes and saw Baekhyun sitting on a chair next to his bed.

"Baekhyun?", Chanyeol said and tried to stand up.

"Chanyeol, no", Baekhyun said and pushed him down. "Don't move too much"

Chanyeol only nodded, he felt pain rushing through his head. A doctor entered the room and walked over to the patient. He looked at Chanyeol's files and smiled at him. "Hello Chanyeol, how are you feeling right now?"

Chanyeol looked at him and didn't know what to answer. "I don't know, I guess I kinda feel dizzy"

"Hm, that's actually normal. There's no way to worry", Baekhyun sighed in relieve after hearing this. "But I'd like you to stay at the hospital for a few days."

"Why?" Chanyeol asked.

"Babe,", Baekhyun got his attention, eventhough the innocent boyfriend got a little shy, Baekhyun was not familiar with calling Chanyeol babe, especially not in public. "You hurt your head very bad, it's just for your safety okay?"

Chanyeol nodded and the doctor agreed. "But we need your health insurance, if it's possible."

"Oh, I left it home."

"No problem, I will get it", Baekhyun said.

The doctor nodded and left the room. Baekhyun bent over to Chanyeol and kissed him softly, the kiss was filled with guilty.

"What's wrong?", Chanyeol asked.

"Nothing"

"Baekhyun", he warned. "I felt something negative in this kiss."

Baekhyun sighed. "Okay, this incident, it only happened because of me. .  I wanted to visit this place and now you're here" Baekhyun's eyes were filled with tears, he couldn't look at Chanyeol's face because his wound was too big. Chanyeol only chuckled. "Babe, don't worry. I'm fine."

"Don't lie. ."

"I'm not lying. No secrets, right?"

Baekhyun nodded and smiled weakly. "Okay, I get going then. I'll be here in an hour okay?" Chanyeol smiled at Baekhyun and kissed him one last time. Baekhyun grabbed his jacket and left the hosptial.

Chanyeol slowly stood up and walked to the bathroom, he looked in the mirror and saw his wound, it was covering a part of his right eyebrow. He turned on the water and slowly washed his face, the moment he closed his eyes he saw Baekhyun's face, that happens everytime.

Chanyeol's mind was filled with Baekhyun, everytime he closes his eyes, he saw Baekhyun. Everytime he read a book, he imagined himself and Baekhyun, like a little teenager he giggled of the thought that the things that happened in the books he read, would happen to him and Baekhyun.

There were a lot of moments were Chanyeol sat on his couch in the dark, holding a coffee in his hands, where he was just thinking. The thoughts of their relationship filled his head. If it was actually a possible relationship or if Chanyeol really loved him, or if he just was a disgusting pedophile.

Chanyeol walked over to the table next to the window and sat on the chair, looking at the street.

He always searched for reasons why he loved Baekhyun, but he never found them. After a certain time, he realized that this was good, he never needed reasons. If he would have reasons, he would lose his love towards Baekhyun, if those reasons would disappear or if Baekhyun would change, but Chanyeol loved even the things Baekhyun changed about him.

Chanyeol smiled to himself, thinking about how worried Baekhyun must be right now. It felt awesome, having someone who cares at the end. Since Baekhyun came into his life, Chanyeol never felt alone. That was what he always nee-

"Sir?", Chanyeol's thoughts got interrupted.

"Yes?"

"Your boyfriend is stil not here, didn't he say that he will be here again in one hour?"

Chanyeol nodded.

"Sir, it's been four hours, we need your health insurance"

"What? I didn't know time had passed so fast, I'll call him"

The nurse nodded and left the room. Chanyeol walked over to his jacket and took his phone, he dialled Baekhyun's number. After three rings the mailbox spoke, Chanyeol tried to call him again, but no chance.

He called him seven times. Did something happen to him? He thought to himself and got worried.

"I need to go home", Chanyeol told the nurse.

"But Sir, your condition doesn't allow us-"

"I don't care", Chanyeol hissed and ran out of the hospital, he took the nearest taxi and drove home. The door was opened. Chanyeol ran inside and shouted "Baekhyun?", no answer.

He ran into every room and than upstairs to his own bedroom. "Where could he be. ." He thought and walked in a circle.

After two rounds Chanyeol saw something that made his heart stop beating for a second.

"No. .god, please" Chanyeol whispered and got on his knees. "I told him not to. ." Chanyeol hit the floor. "This fucking idiot! What has he done", Chanyeol spoke to himself, stood up and walked towards the drawer, controlling his anger.

"Where are the files?!" Chanyeol shouted, he turned around and found them on the bed.

"I told him not to open the drawer!", Chanyeol screamed but cried at the same moment. "Please tell me this didn't happen", tears were rolling down his cheeks. "Chanyeol you fucking idiot why didn't you hide them somewhere else. . ."

He pressed his palms against his face.

"Now you lost Baekhyun, I fucking lost Baekhyun",
he talked to himself in a shaky voice, sitting on his knees teetering forwards and backwards. Chanyeol never cried so loud in his entire life, now knowing that one of the most important things in his life was probably going to leave him.

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