𝙋𝙇𝘼𝙔 𝙏𝙊𝙔

eleven

Seokjin stayed inside Namjoon's and Yoongi's room. He doesn't want to go back to his dorm. He shouldn't feel like this. Jealousy. He can't watch Jungkook with other people. He cant bear the fact that Jungkook touched someone else the way he did to him. But the truth, there was never even once Jungkook treat someone like he did to Seokjin. Protecting him from danger. Touching him as if he the was the most fragile thing in the world. 

Selfishness. He shouldnt feel that either. Wanting Jungkook all for himself. But he couldn't help so. He wanted Jungkook to be his only his. He wanted Jungkook to look at him as if he was the most beautiful thing in the world. As if he was his world.

Love. That's his biggest  mistake. He loved Jungkook. He does not let Jungkook use him because he pity the others. Because he wanted to Jungkook to only touch him, kiss him, mark him and fuck him. Others shouldn't feel how Jungkook's lips pressed against them, his warm hands roaming on their bodies and his marks on their body. Only him.

He can't blame Jungkook he know that. Its not like Jungkook used violence or threatening him. He is the one who agreed to be his toy. His greediness brought him into this disaster. He hide his face into his palms sobbing silently.
Namjoon sighed and went to hug the other. "I got your back hyung. I know how you feels. Everything will be okay." Seokjin sighed again "how? How's  thing gonna be okay?! He won't fall for me. No matter what I did. No matter what I give"

A knock interrupting Yoongi's upcoming words. "Please don't tell him I'm here. I know it's him" but Yoongi has another plan. He opened the door wide. Wide enough for Jungkook to see the entire room including the puffy faced Seokjin. "Let's go back Jin. We need-"

"No. I wanted to stay here." Jungkook's jaw tighten. He clicked his tongue before entering the room pulling Seokjin up with him. Namjoon wanted to take him back but Yoongi shook his head in disapproval.

"Let go! I don't want to follow you! You fucking coconut head ass!" Jungkook groaned at his loudness. He picked Seokjin and slung him over his shoulder. "Yaaaahhh! Put me - ooww!" Seokjin yelped when Jungkook slapped his bum hard. "Shut the hell up or I'll drop you down" Seokjin stop abruptly. Well damn angry Jungkook was not something you wanna face.

Jungkook set the boy in his feet before locking the door. Seokjin gulped as Jungkook stared at him. "What's up with you?" The first question left his mouth. "Nothing I'm just stressed so I let it out on you haha sorry" lie. Jungkook knew it. Thanks to Seokjin's reddening ears.

"Don't lie on my face. Spill it" Seokjin shook his head walking away from Jungkook heading to his bed. "I said tell me the truth now" Jungkook's voice already is darkening. "And I said it's nothing" Jungkook pulled on his hair in frustration. He grabbed Seokjin by his arms pulling his Into his chest." What's so hard about telling the truth?!!" Jungkook yelled. First thing Seokjin hate the most.

"Are you fucking dumb?! I told you it's nothing! Means nothing! You bitch don't act like you care! Play with me like the toy I am Jungkook. That's all I am to you. A fucking toy isn't-"

"Jin stop" Jungkook growled. If Seokjin was not angry he would stop but no. He boutta pop off "- I am one of those fuck and go isn't? Oh my I pity myself so much for giving my virginity to an asshole" Seokjin laughed dryly "I should not do that didn't I? But I'm too naive. Greedy,selfish and of course stupid. Because I only wanted you for my self." Seokjin was now sobbing. To broken to even analyse his words. "Why?! you shouldn't hurt me like this. I should not fall for you. I regret it. I-" his word was cut off.

Jungkook pressed his lips with him pulling Seokjin closer. Seokjin struggled to get away. But Jungkook held him In a place. Kissing him gently while caressing his cheek. Seokjin gave up. Hands makes its way to the hem of Jungkook's shirt fisting it. He melted into the kiss because Jungkook's kisses was like a drug to him. A single tear, drop down as his lips moving in sync with the other. Jungkook pulled away soon , gazing into Seokjin's puffy eyes. His thumb running down on the elder's slightly swollen one.

"Never say that you regret falling for me. Please"

Finally! I did disappear a couple of days