This is gonna be long but as you can see by the title, I messed up... Let me start from the beginning.
I'm in the drama department at my high school and I had a drama class the passing semester. In that class their was a guy and after some time I developed feelings for this guy (let's call him C). Well, C and I didn't talk much but I still liked him. When we did talk he was sweet and very polite. When we had a competition for the entire state of Alabama (I know, it's the state I live in sadly) coming up I thought 'Here is the prefect time where I can talk to him!' and the only conversation we had there was in our hotel hallway and this is how it went:
C: Hey, this is my room...
S (me): Cool, I kinda figured because your foot is in the doorway.
C: Yeah... uh... my roommates aren't here yet.
S: Well, mine locked me out.
C: Ouch, well... I hope I don't get murdered.
S: By what? I know you're by the emergency exit but I don't think anyone's gonna kill you.
C: Uh... ghosts...
And then a friend of mine came over and started talking about how the hotel was haunted and I got away while I could before I made the situation more awkward. But then I asked a friend if he was okay ad she flat out told me he liked me. Me being awkward, I wrote him a note asking if he waned to hang out and to text me if he did and I know he got it because it wasn't in the pocket I put it in the next day. Also, to add insult to injury, I got accepted to a fine arts academy for my junior and senior years of high school and college but the issue is it's across the country in Oregon. I'm leaving this summer and I will probably never see him again. I could've said something my last day of school last Wednesday but I didn't. So their, I messed up and I can't get over that... sorry for this long rant.
