I think I'm hallucinating that I'm hallucinating,
trying to make up a problem to excuse the problem
that's what's really happening,
do I really hear voices shouting for me in my head?
is there really fierce knocking at my brain, calling out to me?
am I insane or is there something I don't want to see?
is is the former or the latter?
both or none?
does it matter?
