one shots | d.t

" sunshine " | g.d

disclaimer this ones pretty fuxkin sad ur welcome x

grayson and i were on our way back to his place. we had just come from my moms home, so the drive was pretty long and tiring. it didn't bother me though, since gray always finds a way to keep me happy - with his singing or just generally making me laugh. he's the only reason these dreaded car journeys aren't so dreaded anymore.

it's about 1:30pm, and we're on the back roads. we always drive past this beautiful village with gorgeous , towering trees and stunning , old fashioned cottages.

"i was thinking about maybe getting a house out here one day." my eyes lit up and i became full of joy - he knows how much i love it out here.

"you mean it? gray, they're pretty pricey... i mean maybe when we're older." i cross my legs on the passenger seat, as grayson leans to the stereo to play music. our favourite song comes on - it's called "angel" by kyle. his subtle hum to the lyrics slowly turns into a full singing sesh. it's so funny when he does this - his voice is just angelic, if i'm honest.

we're still driving down the narrow, twisty roads, slowly leading our way out of the village. there's a steady slope which heads down, it's usually pretty narrow. gray and i are still singing through the lyrics - but he starts to go quiet, kind of focusing on the path.

and before i know it - we've crashed.
the car was steaming and my head was extremely dizzy.
the music suddenly glitches out and switches off.
i turn and - grayson. he's sat there with his head on the wheel, bleeding. he's bleeding. i panic.
i pull him over to me , in tears already. soon as i noticed grayson was in agony i immediately switched back on track and i only felt care towards him.
i needed to get him better.

i lay his head on my chest and he slowly opens his eyes. they only open half way - and his breathing is slow and un steady. i start balling my eyes out.

"g-grayson... gray..." my hearts pounding but i wish it was his that was beating right now - because it's stopping.
i'm rocking back and forth in the seat, i can barely see outside the car due to the smoke and i can't call for help since my voice is so stuttery and broken.

"grayson.. g-gray, please."

"sing to me." he let out these words calmly but as if it caused pain to him. he was breaking. a tear of mine drops on his forehead.

"y-you are my sun-shine..
my only sunshine.
you m-make me happy,
when skies are g-grey.
y-you'll never know dear,
how much i l-love you.
please don't take my sun-shine...
away."

and, he stops beating.

🏁 | yep i got the chills writing this sorry if u cry! thx to ally for telling me to write about a car crash lmao
(sorry ik it's christmas and i don't really know why i'm posting this sad shit on this day oh wEll)