OC Oneshots

Girlfriend

WOops. Time to rant my feelings in a story. Not angst. Just sad. And cussing. So yeah. Pretty shit ending to but fuck it. Also not edited so. Yeah.
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"I want a girlfriend." Rose looked up from her phone, confused. She had always known that Dally was bi, so she wasn't surprised that the brunette had said girlfriend rather than boyfriend. What did surprise her however was her sudden aloofness about the subject. The two were just sitting in Rose's basement listening to music and playing video games in silence. There was no rhyme or reason to talk about the subject of dating, nor any indication that either wanted to converse about such a subject.

Dally never talked about dating or her sexuality. Sure she made the frequent joke about it in conversation to fill silence, and was comfortable enough to talk about it, but she never expressed an interest in dating or liking anyone in general. It was quite random, but Rose decided to play along.

"Oh yeah? You've never mentioned anyone you liked. You know if you did, me and the group would do everything in our ability to get you with them." Dally just continued to stare off into space, making no indication that she said anything aloud, or she had gotten any feedback from her remark.

"I want someone who won't care that I have depression or anxiety. Who won't care about how over dramatic I am. Who won't care that I like to randomly break out into song. Who won't care that I just have random moments of when I don't speak, or when I just scream things out of no where. I want someone who can make bad puns with. Who I can be sarcastic with. I want someone who won't expect me to be a certain way. Like I can be who I actually am. A person who I don't have to be always screaming around, I don't have to over laugh at everything. A person who I don't have to feel embarrassed around. Where I can just do shit around. I can bake cookies in fuzzy socks and a big flannel t-shirt. When I can just hug them because I just want a hug. When I have no reputation to uphold.

"I want a girlfriend who I can steal hoodies from, who I can call at 3AM because I'm lonely. Who won't mind that I'm clingy or don't like to go to parties...I want a girlfriend." Rose listened to the way Dally's voice sounded and the sincerity in her words. She was hurt that Dally didn't feel as if she could properly be who she wanted to be. She was saddened that Dally felt like she could tell her and her friends anything.

Rose didn't know what to say or do. She just didn't say or do anything. She just sat with Dally until it was time for her to go. They didn't ever speak about this conversation again, but they knew it brought them closer together as friends, and that's all that mattered.
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Woo. I'm lonely.

-MRose017