Chapter 9

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"Are you sure it's a good idea?" Sunghyun asks while I sit down on the couch in Sunghyun's room.

"Yes, now please go and get him." Hoseok adds excited.

"Okay then." Sunghyun says, leaving the room. I sigh, throwing my head back and looking at the ceiling before hearing the door opening.

"What is he doing here?" Yoongi asks while Sunghyun winks at me, hurrying out the door with Hoseok and locking it behind them. Yoongi goes to the door and tries to open it, but it's no use.

"What are you planning?" Yoongi asks while looking at me.

"Nothing. Just since there's no way you would actually listen to me, we had to do this." I say signaling for him to sit down on the couch.

"Come and sit, hyung, don't make this harder for me." I say and Yoongi rolls his eyes sitting down next to me.

"Water? Tea?" I ask and he mumbles 'water' while I go to the fridge to get it. He takes the bottle, opening it and bringing it to his lips.

"So first of all, I've always wanted to ask this but now I guess I have the courage to do it."

"Umm..So where is my Yoongi hyung whom I used to cuddle every night?" I ask, scooting a little bit closer. He takes away the drink from his mouth and raises his eyebrows.

"Yours?"

"Yeah, mine." I smile at him and he just looks away taking a sip from his water.

"He is gone." He licks his lips, playing with the water bottle.

"Can't we bring him back?"

"I don't think so."

"Can't we be best friends again?" I ask taking the bottle away from him, bringing his attention to me.

"Friends?" Yoongi chuckles.

"Yeah."

"That's not possible, Jiminie."

"Why?" I ask taking his hand. He looks down, but I only grip his hand tighter.

"I hate being like this with you." I mumble. Yoongi finally sighs and stands up.

"I'm afraid." Yoongi mumbles while reaching out for his pocket.

"Of what?" I ask while Yoongi found what he was looking for: a lighter and his pack of cigarettes. He leans against the wall next to the opened window lighting his cigarette.

"Hyung-" I say standing up, walking up next to him.

"What are you afraid of?" Yoongi pauses for a moment, closing his eyes while catching his breath.

"Hyung-"

"Of falling in love with you again, you idiot." Yoongi mumbles, closing his eyes.

"Don't joke with me, hyung." I chuckle, sitting back down.

"I'm not joking." Yoongi mumbles taking a drag from his cigarette, blowing the smoke out from the window. I sit there dumbfounded, for what felt like ten minutes before Yoongi speaks up again.

"So will you let me out now or-" Yoongi says and I shake my head.

"You're stubborn, aren't you?" Yoongi chuckles while shaking his head, sliding down the wall.

"Do you have-" Yoongi adds but I interrupt him.

"Can you give me some time?" I ask looking at him, his eyes staring deeply into mine.

"Time? For what?" He asks his eyes never leaving mine.

"For my feelings towards you, for my answer." I mumble looking away.

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