I woke up the next morning shivering, cold, and naked. My heart started to beat fast as I couldn't recognize where I was, the sunlight blinding me from what's around. Blinking furiously while sitting up my eyes came into focus.
I looked around at the dense forest as everything that happened came crashing down on me. James cheated, car crash, he left, I'm a wolf. My breath hitched in my throat as I started to sob again. I curled up into a ball and started rocking myself as the tears continued.
I wanted to scream, how could this happen to me, all in one day too! What did I do to deserve this? First the love of my life cheats on me, he leaves when I am almost dieing, and then to top it off, I turn into a fucking wolf!!! All of my worst nightmares have come alive in one day.
After an hour or two of sobbing and feeling sorry for myself I fully realized the situation I was in. People are going to think I'm dead, I have to get home. I grabbed my jacket that was still intact, unlike my other clothes, and slipped it on. It ended about midthigh so I wasn't completely naked.
People can't know, I thought as I started walking to the direction of my house. If they find out I'm a wolf all my freinds will leave me, I was already cheated on by my boyfriend, being a wolf is even more embarressing. I would be rejected, just like my sisters.
I finally found my house buried in the woods. I stumbled in to find it empty, right then was when I realized how alone I was. I took a shower mixed with my tears to get the smell of where I've been all night off of me when all of a sudden my bathroom door burst open.
I let out a shocked squel as James ran in,
"SCAR! Oh my god! are you okay!?" He climbed into my shower as I desperately tried to cover myself.
"Ja-James what are you doing? Get out!" I screamed at him. "You left me there to die get the fuck out!"
"NO! No I didn't I ran to go get help and by the time I got back you were already gone!." He says as his hands and eyes roam over my naked, wet body.
"Bull shit! Get your hands off of me!!!" I could feel his harsh breathing on my neck as he pressed me against the wall. I started to panic, he was too big I couldn't get him off of me.
"Ja- Ja- James, please, stop." I couldn't breathe as he started kissing and nibbling my neck.
"Shhh princess, let me make up for cheating on you." He started to unzip his pants. Tears were streaming down my face as I struggled to get out of his hold. I could feel his cock nudging my entrance. I looked up, praying for god to save me. The shower head....I gasped as I went to grab for it and he started to enter me I screamed in pain.
I finally grabbed the shower head and brought it as hard as I could onto his head. He immediately slumped to the floor, knocked out cold as I ran out of my bathroom. I grabbed some sweats and I ran outside. I kept running until I was lost in the woods. I collapsed on the floor.
I didn't have the tears or the energy to cry anymore. I Just sat there looking at my hands. My hair dripping water onto the ground. I was completely broken, a whole in my heart I couldn't feel anything except the dirt in my hands from the ground. I breathed deeply as I concentrated on the sounds around me.
I could hear the birds chirping with their babies, and the leaves rustling in the wind. I could hear some hiker about a mile away. There was a deer ten yards to my left drinking from the stream. It was starting to get dark so I decided to head home. I took my time walking and enjoying nature, it was so much clearer and beautiful with my new wolf senses. When I got home there was note,
I'll make you love me again. - Love James.
I was sitting on the couch absetnmindedly flicking through the T.V. channels not really paying attention. When my dad and sisters came home. I jumped off of the couch and ran to my dad. I'm not much of a daddys girl but I just really needed to know that someone loved me. My dad hugged me back surprised as I started to tell him everything that had happened, well almost everything.
"Oh my god, Scarlet we need to take you to the hospital you could be hurt internally."
"No!" I almost screamed. He looked at me confused. If I go there and they run tests on me they'll know I'm a wolf, but of course I couldn't tell him that. "I..I-I..I already went, I'm fine, they said I'm fine." He looked into my eyes searching for the truth. I guess he believed me since he pulled me in for another hug.
My father sent me up for bed early and brought dinner up to my room.
"You don't have to go to school tomorrow if you don't want to." He says.
"No, no I'll be fine but thanks dad." He gives me a smile before he kisses my forehead and leaves me to eat then sleep in peace. I felt a little bad not telling my father about how it was James who was in the car with me but I was scared of what James would do.
My body protested every time I moved. I was starting to feel the soreness of the crash and the shift. My broken ribs and hand were fixed after the shift so those will be sore tomorrow too. I finally fell into a restless sleep at about two in the morning.
I had horrible dreams of James and him "making me love him" I was restless and in and out of sleep the whole night.
