why me? [pennywise x oc]

i dont wanna die

(warning blood and gore ahead sorry guys also trigger warning so sorry.)

I woke up in the sewers and of course I sensed something right away. "HIYA ROSIE!" IT said with a menacing smile On it's face. 'WHAT THE FUCKING HELL IS GOING ON HERE?!' the being had fire like orange eyes. It wore Victorian clothing. Crimson lips and red lines painted on his face. Going from the corners of his mouth to his forehead. He seemed to be feeding off of the fear that I had consumed. He then stopped and looked at me strangely then he is suddenly on top of me. He seemed like he couldn't hold back.

I just let it happen.but the only thought going through my head was. 'I don't wanna die' he could sense the fear but it was not mine. It was from other people. I felt nothing. My limbs were being torn off of my body flesh was being ripped off the bone....but I did not scream in pain. I simply sat there waiting for it to be over. Of course he stops chewing my stomach and looks at me. Blood drips down his mouth as he growls at me. As I get up I start to leave even though I literally had no organs and no limbs I simply floated to an exit.

Of course I can't die. I've tried so many times to end it all. Jumping from tall trees,hanging,mutilation I've tried it all. It doesn't hurt anymore. My mom always told me that my father and his family loved me....then I had to lead her to the afterlife that I had created for her.

I had made it home or what I call home. I was a large tree with hole in it. Mother nature likes me some what at least. The great Willow tree is my home. The peaceful branches sway in the slight summer breeze.

As I entered I simply fell and shut my eyes until the darkness consumed me. I could feel the warmth of my mother. Her arms around my shoulders and her sweet voice cooing me. Calming the urge to cry out. Calming the urge to find my father. To find the other half of me.

Soon I awoke on the floor of my home. Seeing that my body had regenerated the limbs and organs that had been torn away from my body I got up and went to check up on emma. The clown still on my mind. Taunting me with his smile.

Hhhhhheeeeeeeeeelllllllllllooooooooooooooooooo! I hope you enjoyed this chapter anywho I'mma leave. Bye!!!!