Married To A Man I Don't Love

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I saw… I saw Hook i can't do this no. NO I CANT! "I can't" I squeaked.

"You can't what?" Hook smirked.

"I can't deal with you, please. I love you but…Please." i slowly whisper.

"No, i just wanted to say goodbye. I have and will always love you." Hook whispered every word dripping with pain.

"Goodbye love." I whisper and i see Hook smirk as he turned around.

"Goodbye." He said lower than a whisper.

I walked upstairs tears falling down fast and my chest aching, painfully. I love him so much, please don't forget me Hook i know i won't forget you. Why did he have to hurt me this badly? I loved him and he loved me, is shouldn't be this complicated even if i didn't tell him that im the princess.

"Aww honey lets go tell your mum your back." Jasmine said and walked out closing the door.

What will i tell mum? Um let me tell her a friend told me that i could go with him… She is squealing oh no she is coming i haven't figured my story out yet!

"Alice your back!" She screamed happily, then i saw him prince not so charming.

"Love! Your back! What happened?" James asked sounding worried. "You know what never mind your here. The wedding is back on, tomorrow is the date love." James said taking my mum with him as the lad walked out.

They closed the door and i started to cry really really hard. My body was shaking and my thoughts were everywhere.

"I don't love him, and the one i love left me." I whispered.

                 Walking Down The Isle

My brother was walking me down the isle and my heart was racing, James looked happy.

"I know you love Hook, but this guy is the one you need to stick with." My bro whispered.

My eyes burned but i forced the tears back and as my hand was met by James i couldn't breathe. I want to scream no, i cant! Oh my gosh, but i love Hook.

I  didn't listen to anything said i just looked happy, and nodded my head happily. I turned to look like we were lovingly looking at each other. The rings came and he held mine at the tip of my finger.

"Do you, Alice Boleyn take James Foster as your blessed husband?" The preacher asked.

"I do." I smiled and James smiled putting on my ring.

I got his black ring, i wonder what it is.  "Do you, James Foster take Alice Foster as your blessed wife?" He asked James.

"I do." James said i put on his ring and looked at the preacher.

"You now may kiss the bride." The preacher said throwing his arms in the air, and my stomach dropped.

He kissed me and i let him, i made it look like i was happy, but really i was grossed out…

It was the first dance and i walked onto the dance floor and we started to slow dance. My mind wandered to a place where James is it would be Hook and we would be happy and smiling. I then think, Why was Hook at the door? Was he really just there to say goodbye?

My heart ached and i didn't know how much i looked sad until James said "That pirate is a lucky man to have you crying on your wedding day. He doesn't know what he gave up."

I couldn't help, but smile "Thanks now lets show them the sweetest love story they have ever seen." I said.

We both smiled and he leaned down and kissed me, no matter how gross i felt, i made it look good.

I felt gross, but look oh so happy, no one saw through, but my mum. She frowned and shook her head i ignored her and looked into James eyes as everyone walked onto the floor. I felt my long white dress move along with James and I's movements. His hands traveled to my waist and i couldn't breathe, i can't believe that i am doing this. Pretending i'm in love with this man i barely know, even as a kid i hated this so much.

Everyone thinks that us royals have it all good, no we don't have money problems. But we have to marry people we hate or don't know, we have to figure out taxes, and other peoples mistakes we have to hide them. We have to make our country look food even if we are doing HORRIBLE we have to look good.

My chest was burning from the lack of oxygen and i started to take small breathes. Hook still was on my mind and every second i looked to the door to see if he was here. What am i thinking? This is the real world he won't come and save me like some sappy love story.

"Everybody it is time for the bride and husband to leave to there romantic honeymoon. Everyone follow the happy couple to there horse cartage that will take them to there honeymoon sweet in Australia. Bye! This party will be finished up by us don't worry." My mum announced.

I walked out and down to our cartage ride with my fingers laced with James. When i got in followed by James i slid away as far as i could from him.

"You did so good at fooling them you started to make me believe you loved me." James said.

"Thanks." I mumbled before drifting off to sleep.

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