I would like to be a famous YouTuber or singer one day though I don't have much talent and I'm quite boring actually. I spend my days watching videos ,scrolling through Instagram and tumblr , day dreaming about things that will never happen. It's kinda sad actually. I have good friends who might not always be there for me or want to put up with my unpredictable attitude but you know at least it's something. I've never had a boyfriend nor healthy relationship with almost boyfriends, it usually ends in tears, drugs , drinking and a month of avoiding all contact with people. Which is hard to do considering I am still in high school so it's more of a smile and fake it till you make it kinda thing. Anyhow it's funny that I have the worst luck in love yet all my friends come to me for advice , which pretty much has always worked,just not for me. I suppose I'm intimidating.Being a teenage girl who is 6'2 makes people unsettled.I don't really know why it just does, I also look (and act) older than I am , always have, I guess thats another reason people don't really like me .I'm also a little to sarcastic,honest and swear like a sailor ,i have a problem with authority and have a thing for people with a bad rep. Surprisingly I actually care a lot about almost everything except what people think of me because people always want to drag you down. Speaking of which I'm listening to drag me to the grave by Black Veil Brides. God honestly they are all so perfect like I'm so glad I have up being a directioner and joined the bvb army cause these fuckers know what's up like warped tour (rip) , rock music , wearing black all the time , piercing and tattoos like that's the life fam. Okay so that's my rant for today maybe I'll rant again in like a week or so donno.
