Chapter 11

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-(A/N) SURPRISE! Ayyyeee guyzzz. Another chapter hope you like it!

---Louis' POV---

Allison turned around and untied her galaxy Vans and took off her crop top and shorts. I started checking her out but stopped at her thighs. Scars. All around her thighs are tons of scars. I don't even want to count them. When she turned around she saw my facial expression she looked down and saw them.

"A-Allison..." I choked out.

"Y-yeah?" She stuttered.

"Why?" I ask her on the verge of tears.

"I might as well tell you my life story." She sighed. I nodded. We both sat down in the sand, crossing our legs in a pretzel way. "Ok. Well it was my 13th birthday.... Me, my mother, and my father were in our car, my dad driving, my mom shotgun, and me in the back. It was a surprise for where we were going so I had no idea. "Please tell me where we are going!" I pleaded. "Then it won't be a surprise!" My mom said. It was pouring rain so the roads were very slippery and flooded, especially on this bridge. The bridge was over a river also it was two sided, one lane for each. There weren't metal dividers between the two sides of the road, only rubber. And this one driver on the other side spun out of control and ended up on our side and started coming towards us. "What's wrong with that car? Wasn't it supposed to be on the other side of the road?" I ask. Mom turned around, "Allison, know that I love you." My dad repeated the same words. I was so confused, then I looked forward and saw the car hit the front of our car with made us turn so our front was facing the side of the bridge and the last thing I saw that day before everything went black, was my parents flying through the windshield, down into the river. I don't know when I woke up in the Hospital bed but when I did I panicked and asked the nurse, "Where are they!? Where are my parents!?" She looked at me with sad eyes and a frown and told me, "I'm sorry hon, but when they flew through the windshield, they fell into the river, and didn't come up. They're gone." I remember crying so much that day. I lost everything I had. So now I had nothing left. Nothing at all. After I got released from the hospital, I walked to my home and saw police cars there. What? I walked up to the door and there was a police man there. I asked him what was happening to my house and I told him about my parents and when he found out it was me, he handed a stack of money and said this was found in the house and if I want anything, I should grab it, so I did. I went to my room and got a small bag and packed a few things and left. That's when I became homeless. I would sleep on benches and walk around the city. One of those things I packed, was a razor. I knew I'd need it. And that's when I started cutting." She paused and took a deep breath. "That first day I hid away from everything, broke the razor and took the blades to my wrist multiple times. I did that at least once everyday on my wrist. As I got older I started cutting my thighs too. For food, I rarely ate anything. Maybe like a burger in one week. I was pretty sure anyone who saw me for the first time thought I was anorexic. I started staying at the hotel when I was around 18. I saved all that money since I didn't eat. At the hotel, I met my neighbor and his name was Cameron. He was really sweet and nice to me, sadly he had left the next day. I went back and forth from living and the hotel and the street because I couldn't afford it. So then it was about a week before I met you. I got a room and I met my neighbor across the hall. His name was Conner, he brought me some food sometimes and was really kind and after a few days asked me to be his girlfriend. Little did I know, he had anger issues and he always took it out on me even though I did nothing." She took another deep breath and continued. "He abused me. All the time and then he dumped me like a few days after we started dating, which was fine because he was himself but then my food source was gone. Of course everyday he abused me, I cut and that last day I cut too. That was the last time I cut since I met you. I checked out that day, and came back that day I met you. And I'm so happy I met you Louis Tomlinson, because who knows where I'd be know if I hadn't met you." She finishes. Oh my god. She's gone through so much. I had so many things to say.

But the first thing that slipped out of my mouth was, "Can I see your wrists?" She help up her wrists, she had bracelets on so I lightly moved them up and examined her wrist. There were so many. I flipped over her wrist lightly and found more. Same on the other wrist.

I lightly kissed each part of her wrists and then I hugged her tight. That's when she broke down we sat there for awhile, her crying and me hugging her tight. When she calmed down, I made her face me and I held her hands. "You don't need to worry about anything anymore, because I got you." I kissed her forehead. I asked, "Wanna lay down and relax instead of swimming?" she nodded and laid down next to me staring at the stars. I did the same.

---Allison's POV---

I laid down next to Louis and started staring at the stars. I heard my mother's gentle voice somehow.

Hello honey, how are you? I heard everything you just said to your boyfriend. I was crying up here and so was dad while you cried down there. I wish I still could be there with you but I can't. Oh dad says he loves you and that boy better take care of you! Love you honey...

I let out a soft laugh. "What?" Louis asked.

"Well I looked up at the stars and heard my mother's voice speaking to me some how and my father said that you better take care of me, so I laughed a bit because I know you will." I said turning to face him.

"You got that right." He smiled.

"What time is it?" I ask.

"23:57. Wow, we've been here for a while we should get going." He said and I agreed.

We put on our now dry clothes and grabbed our phones and all. We walked hand in hand to Louis' black range rover and he started driving back home.

-(A/N) SURPRISE! IM BACKKK! Yeah I just wrote this all right now sooo I said why not publish it? I wrote this all on my iPod so I'm not sure if there any mistakes and all... but whatever. I may or may not update tomorrow since I did a double update today----wait It's like 2am here {I live in Pennsylvania, USA} ! Whoops! Well then it is Friday's update but who knows if another will come because this one wasn't expected! I literally updated a few hours ago and in that time I got 2 more reads so 259! BTW I'm not enforcing cutting/suicidal actions, if you want to talk to someone Kik me: _XxForever_LovexX_ Continue reading if you like meh and meh book. Continue voting if you actually like meh or start if you haven't because I do like votes (I'm not thirsty, I got my own water haha). Comment your thoughts and suggestions because whoever comments I will read it and give you a shout out in the next chapter, if you are writing a book I'll add that in there too! I think I'll do that^ every chapter from now on. THANK YOU GUYS!! ILY ALL!!

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