Anxiety

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Iska was at school writing in her journal at what the teacher had assigned on the board. Iska was a very shy girl, very smart and a nontalker. Iska is a 17 year old Japanese girl that's not really rich but, she's really beautiful. Iska had tons of bullies, almost nobody in the school liked her, except this one girl who loves iska to death. She admires iskas beauty. Her name is Akari she's a 18 year old Japanese girl who's a nontalker and who also has tons of bullies.

Iska was the first one finish writing. She put her things down and sighed."PSSST" someone behind her said. Iska tried to ignore the person behind her. "PSSST" the person said again. Iska turned around and saw this guy with glasses on. She looked directly at him."hey you want to go to a BTS concert I got a free ticket." He said smiling a little. You smiled for the first time in forever. "yes" you said as he gave it to you. You grabbed the ticket in excitement putting it in your pocket smiling big"Thank you" you said to him. He smiled"No problem I'm giving tons of them away for $20 but, for you it's free, you're not a bother" he said smiling. Your heart fluttered to his words. No one had never said such a thing. To you like that. You smiled turning back around. You thought to yourself"Wow this feels amazing". You bit your lip as the teacher had stood up and continued on with class. Suddenly someone threw something at the back of your head. You turned around slowly and saw people laughing at you."ugh her clothes"a girl said. Then suddenly people begun to chuckle. You got embarrassed and turned red while looking down. You bent down and grabbed the balled up paper and unwrapped it and  looked at what it said.
"DIE"
you saw the letter and gulped a little as you heard chuckles again.

School ends
You went straight to your locker putting your books away and getting your make up out your locker to put in your back pack but, suddenly your locker got shut closed and you were forced to the ground hard. You looked to see who it was. It was the 3 bullies. You got up trying to run but one of the girls had grabbed you by your hair pulling you in the girl's bathroom"Get rid of this bitch" the leader of the group said. As the girls laughed. You cried and cried trying to get them off. "Please let go" you cried as you all made it to the bathroom. Suddenly your hear was dived in a toilet all you can hear was laughing and the water in the toilet. You cried trying to scream but the water had got caught in your throat and you choked alitte. Suddenly the girl's had took your head out and threw you on the floor. You coughed as the girls giggled and laughed. "You worthless unrich bitch" the girl said laughing. You got done choking but, suddenly you all heard a guy clear his throat. You all looked at the bathroom door seeing 2 officer's. You stood up crying a little and the officers looked at the girls"Come with us " the policemen said to the girls. One of the policemen looked at you. You noticed the man. "Daddy" you said quietly. He glared at you in disgust and walked out the bathroom. Your heart dropped. You couldn't take getting hurt like this anymore. Your dad had never wanted to claim you nor your mother. He hates her so much he doesn't do much for you. You cried walking into the hallway getting your stuff all soaked. You made your way outside and got into your car.you bit your lip rethinking life. You cried and cried and suddenly looked at your soft whitenned skin. You reached for your box cutter and slowly opened it. "What's to live for" you said aiming the tip towards your skin. You wanted to cut but suddenly you threw the knife to the ground then grabbed the wheel in anger driving out the parking lot.

IN THE CAR
You couldn't take getting bullied all day everyday for 17 years. Your heart was racing and your nerves were getting worse than you thought. You sped up the car looking for the tallest building. You cried still and was more embarrassed at your life than anything else. "why did god do this to me" you said over and over blaming god. Suddenly you stopped the car and parked the car getting out. You wanted to jump but, you decided to do it the easy way. You cried as you watched tons of cars pass by. Your eyes were full of tears and your anxiety got worse. You walked towards the stop sign. Suddenly a big truck had caught your eye. It was speeding towards the road. You bit your lip"goodbye world" you said softly as you begin to run towards the truck. Everyone started staring at you. some people were getting worried. "save her" someone yelled as everyone begun to watch. Everyone was panicking.Suddenly the truck tried to stop but ...........TO BE CONTINUED

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 27, 2017 ⏰

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