Sick Love

Part 1

Ring!Ring! I smacked my alarm clock and flipped over. "Ughhh". I hated going to school. I was practically invisible to everyone. I wasn't even sure if the people in my classes knew my name. This was my last year of high school and I was hoping things would change but they never did. I had these high expectations for high school thinking that it would be just like the movies. God that was stupid of me. I thought that I would have lots of friends and a hot boyfriend but nope. I still haven't kissed a guy or even dated one. Sure I had some stupid middle school relationships but those don't really count. I was desperate to find the "perfect" guy. At the same time though, I didn't want guys knowing I was desperate. But hey, today's a new day. Maybe I'll get lucky....not.
I slowly rolled out of bed and headed for the bathroom. As I brushed my teeth, I stared at myself in the mirror. "Am I really that ugly?" I didn't think I was horrible looking but I must be because guys never hit on me.

I finished in the bathroom and headed for my closet. This year, I was trying to break my habit of wearing plain and boring clothes. I picked my favorite mustard yellow t-shirt, distressed skinny jeans, and my go to black vans. I walked over to my vanity and sat down to do my hair and makeup. I looked in the mirror while combing my long brown hair contemplating what to do with it. I decided that I would curl it.
After I finished doing my hair, I did my makeup. I did the basics but made sure I didn't look like crap. As I headed for my bedroom door, I quickly grabbed my phone and car keys.
I walked down stairs and was about to leave when my mom grabbed my shoulder. "Have a good day at school honey. I love you". She always did this. Did she really think telling me to have a good day would magically make my day awesome? Whatever she thought it was still nice that she cared. "Love ya too mom".

As I spoke I quickly pulled away from her grip and headed out the door. I got into my car and turned on the radio. I liked listening to music on my way to school because it made me calm down and not focus on the fact that I was voluntarily going to a place where I didn't belong.
Just as I was about to park, some dumb ass pulled in front of me and took my spot. This was where I always parked so it kind of pissed me off. I found another place to park and as I was getting out of my car, it started to rain. "Wow. Today's gonna be a great day". I sarcastically mumbled to myself.
I was right. Anything and everything that could have went wrong did. My teachers lost my assignments and blamed it on me, a guy bumped into me in the hallway and spilt water all over me, and in lunch, I dropped my tray and lost all of my food. Today was one of those days where I just needed to forget about everything and relax. I decided I would go to my favorite cafe in town so I could just drink coffee and be left alone.
When I walked into the cafe, there was a guy sitting at a booth in the far right corner by himself. He was staring directly at me. I didn't know what to do so I acted as if I hadn't seen him and walked up to the counter so I could order my coffee. As I was standing at the counter waiting for my coffee, I decided to glance over at him to see if he was still looking. Surely enough, his eyes were still fixated on me. He gave me a little smile and I smiled back. I had no clue what the hell was happening and I didn't know how to respond. I looked away and grabbed my coffee off of the counter. I went to my favorite booth that was on the opposite side of the room from the guy.

I had been sitting down for a few minutes drinking my coffee and scrolling through social media when I noticed a shadow hovering over my shoulder. I turned to see who it was. It was the guy. "Hello. I promise I'm not a creep. I've just never seen you before and I couldn't help but stare". He sounded polite. He was extremely attractive so it made it even harder to try to stop myself from blushing as he spoke to me. He looked at me happily while I was off in my own world thinking about what was happening. He let out a small chuckle. "Um. So you mind if I sit with you? That is if you're not here with anyone". I jumped a little when he spoke. His words took me out of my thoughts. I wasn't quite sure what was happening. "Uhh. Yeah. I mean no. I'm mean I'm not here with anyone and yeah you can sit here". I must have looked like an idiot. I could tell I was blushing hard and he looked amused. Instead of saying anything, he just slid into the seat across from me. I had no idea who this guy was but he was too hot to turn down. "Hi. My name is Chad". He smiled at me waiting for me to respond. "Uh. Hi. I'm Mel". I barely was able to talk. His presence was making it very difficult for me to function. I wanted Chad to find me attractive but right now I looked that a confused girl who couldn't interact with humans. "That's a pretty name". He kept his smile on his face. I felt too awkward to get a good look at his face. My hand was tightly grasping my coffee. He reached across the table and gently caressed my fingers. "Careful. Wouldn't want to break the cup". As his fingers touched mine, I could feel shivers down my spine. His touch was electric. Feelings I didn't understand rushed through my body. He laughed at me once again. He slowly removed his hand from mine and touched my chin. I was staring at the table and he lifted my head so we were making direct eye contact. His eyes were bright green. He had short messy brown hair. His smile revealed perfect white teeth. I must have been dreaming. He was way to hot to want to have anything to do with me. Suddenly I could feel the corners of my lips moving up. I felt stupid for smiling. I couldn't control myself. I bit my bottom lip. I watched him as he stared at my lips. He slowly brought his gaze back up to meet mine. "You're beautiful. I've never seen a girl as beautiful as you". I tried to respond but I couldn't talk. My body was in shock. He let go off my chin and stood up. He came over and sat next to me. His body was touching mine. I had never been this close to a guy before and it felt amazing. The heat of his body on mine made my whole body tingle. He looked at me and gave me a small smile. It wasn't like his other smile. It was more powerful. It was filled with emotion. Was he enjoying this just as much as I was? He slowly reached out and placed one hand on the back of my neck and slowly pulled me closer to him. I closed my eyes as I felt his lips touch mine. He began kissing me and I kissed him back. He started slow and gentle but slowly became faster and harder. I was enjoying kissing this stranger way too much. How could a guy this hot be kissing me right now?