Letter to My Love

To My Love

'Why is our relation
Like fire and ice?
Oh my destroyer,
You have melted my life!' - Sanchari

My love, my killer, my crush, my life, I love you dangerously. Cut my veins and my blood would flow as long as it pleases thy. Tear my chest and grab my heart, you will find your initial scratched there. Search in my eyes and you would find the essence of intoxication there too, and you would get how much drunk I always remain in your love. And even ask my dead corpse to what it is the most addicted and it would reply, 'It's you, it's you and only you, inside my heart, my mind and insight.'
And now if you need still more proves, bring me the dagger and let me show you that the love for my own life is just a tiny, invisible planet in the whole universe filled with your passion. So as says Shakespeare, 'Violent passion has violent end', let my dead and breathless body show you how poisonous my love for you was for my own sake.
Yet being so wield, it just couldn't be enough to make you realise that how madely I desire you every moment. I love you more than my life, more than anything else and indeed more than this incredibly small universe can ever fit. And maybe that's why ours relationship is so impossible to exist. Because a see-saw needs balance to remain straight.
I m just obsessed with your thoughts. No matter whom you love and why you love her, I tell you I will always keep loving you the same way. I will always love you more than I loved you yesterday and notwithstanding how much more destruction you bring over me, I will always be here, waiting for your return.

❤️I would keep searching for you
Till I find your heart,
I would keep desiring you
And your costly, unaffordable love.

I would keep loving you
Even if I reach the burning sun,
I would keep adoring you
Even if I reach the rocky moon's crust.

I would keep waiting for you
Keep wanting your attention,
I would keep starving for you everyday
Until you believe in my love. ❤️

-Sanchari Mukherjee