Colleen/Erik Smut fanfiction (dirty)

The Shower

'Look all I'm saying is that maybe it is getting to a stage where we need to announce something...I'm kind of getting sick of having to hide from the vlogs' Erik stated matter-of-factly.

Colleen stared out into the ocean, watching the waves flow back and forth, smiling softly as some adults tried in vain to stop their children swimming too far out.

'Look it's just...complicated. Half of my life is shared with my fans, most of who are young and you know, after my divorce it's.... it's just complicated' Colleen repeated, struggling to find the right words.

'They might be young but they're not stupid' Erik said softly, reaching over his banana lounge to grab his phone, 'look at this.'

He started playing with his phone for a moment before handing it to Colleen. It was an Instagram fan page "ErikLeen 4EVA" with at least a dozen photos from tours and her Netflix show.

'It's at 500 followers and its been up for less than a week' Erik stated, his eyebrows raised in disbelief. But Colleen wasn't shocked by anything anymore, she had known that this was going to become an issue eventually, that as soon as she and Erik had become an item at some point they were going to have to come clean to the public.

She returned the phone and went back to silent contemplation staring out at the ocean again.

Erik had no idea what he was getting himself into though Colleen. Instagram accounts were just the beginning. Colleen loved her fans, but their age was a major concern, were they too young to understand? This relationship couldn't be like the one she and Josh had - cameras, vlogs, tours, social media, everything scripted and packaged for consumption, nothing authentic. The openness of her and Josh's relationship, in the end, was what had poisoned it. They couldn't afford to have fights, or disagreements like regular couples, their audience wouldn't understand and so they couldn't be anything other than the perfect YouTube couple, and ultimately suppressing the down-parts of a regular relationship had caused pressure to build like a volcano until it ultimately erupted and swallowed them whole.

That was why she didn't want to go public. That was why she wanted to keep this tiny little part of her life private. She wanted some normalcy.

She turned to Erik, his expectant face staring into her eyes, full of naivety.

'Look, just not right now. At some point, soon even, yeah we're going to have to say something, but right now, with the tour about to finish, Christmas coming up? You want all that attention? I'm exhausted and I know I just can't handle that,' she gestured out to the ocean, at the perfect view their balcony offered 'let me recharge here and in the new year we can announce whatever this is and go from there.'

She knew it wasn't what he wanted to hear but it was all she had. Between the tour and her Netflix show being cancelled Colleen was wrecked. The last thing she needed was more attention and more scrutiny.

Erik stared at her for what felt like an eternity.

'Okay, I guess one more month isn't going to hurt, but all this hiding, the secrecy...it's not particularly fun for me.' He sighed deeply. 'Anyway I'm going to go have a shower, you enjoy the view.'

Erik got up and walked back into their hotel room leaving a trail of sand as he trugged to the bathroom.

Colleen turned her head to watch as he walked away, his torso bronzed from their earlier jaunt on the beach. She hated when he got like this, sullen and down. The secrecy was horrible, she got that, but he just couldn't understand that it was mostly for his own protection.

She turned back and closed her eyes as she heard the shower turn on the bathroom door close.

Erik felt that the secrecy of their relationship meant they couldn't have any fun. If anything Colleen wished they could be a secret forever, she liked the idea. In fact she loved it, it was scandalous and sexy - especially given she had left her husband for him, although she would never admit that out loud.

Erik was the perfect upgrade in everyway, taller, sexier and well...more endowed. Colleen giggled to herself out on the balcony. Perhaps Erik needed to be reminded of just what he could get out of dating the famous Colleen Ballinger?

She grinned as she hoped off the banana chair and skipped to the bathroom, the water getting louder as she drew closer.

She slowly opened the door and crept in, examining Erik as he stood under the showerhead washing his hair.

Colleen could feel herself getting wet almost instantly as he stood, blissfully unaware, his body glistening in the water, his hair long and flat and his cock hanging between his legs.

'Hi there' Colleen said smiling as she stared at him.

Erik looked shocked for a secondas he stared at her, then after a moment smiled and said 'well are you going to join me?'

Colleen laughed and unclipped her bikini top, throwing it on the sink. She laughed again as she saw Erik's cock stiffen at the sight of her perfect tits.

'Like what you see huh?' she winked as she gently pulled off her bottoms. 'Perhaps you'll appreciate this even more?'

She threw herself at Erik and they both began to kiss passionately, tongues exploring each others as Erik's hands eagerly cupped all of Colleen's body. She moaned in pleasure as she felt his cock stiffen even more, pressing into her belly and demanding attention. She lowered herself down and began to take him into her mouth, Erik's head thrown back in pleasure the deeper she went. She started slowly at first and then faster as she furiously deep-throated him, stroking his cock and massaging his balls.

'Fuck Colleen' he gasped as he pulled her back up, throwing himself on her nipples and hungrily devouring them as he dragged his tongue all across her chest.

Colleen shuddered at the sensation, her pussy dripping with wetness as she stared hungrily at his cock.

'Fuck me Erik please' she said as she pulled herself off him and turned around, bending over as she loved to do.

Erik needed no instruction as he slowly entered into her, his thickness squeezing its way into Colleen's tight pussy. 'Oh god, fuck' she gasped as he moved in and out of her slowly. 'Jesus Christ your so big, please don't stop' she moaned as his thrusting became faster and more consistent.

Erik grabbed her wet hair and wrapped it around his hand, pulling her hair and head back as he rammed into her from behind 'is this what you fucking wanted!?' she said firmly.

'Oh fuck yes, fuck me Erik don't stop please' Colleen yelled as she felt herself being brought to climax. Erik's cock thrust into her more and more as Colleen screamed loudly, an orgasm building deep inside her.

Without warning Colleen came hard over Erik's dick, her pussy squeezing down making him almost lose control.

'Jesus fuck Erik you are amazing' Colleen gasped as she turned around and got on her knees, waiting for Erik to finish. 'Cum on me please'

Erik closed his eyes in pleasure as he shot his hot load all over Colleen's face and tits.

'Fuck baby I love that' she said smiling up at him.

Colleen hopped up and washed her face and body under the running water and stepped out grinning.

'Feeling better about things?'

'Definitely' Erik laughed.

'Well I'm glad, just make sure you take your shorts out with you when you leave' Colleen giggled, 'I've got to film a video in here later.'

Colleen walked out of the bathroom, leaving Erik to compose himself.

Another month or two of this, she thought. Let's enjoy ourselves a bit longer!