demons

One of the Hardest times

one day you were there,
The next day you weren't.

Where'd you go?
You moved out.
You were in a apartment building.
I remember there was a fight
In the hallway I had a panic attack when you opened the door to
Make it stop.
You threw the big guy on the floor
You heard me cry I was little I was five with a panic disorder it was hard for me to do much it was easy if I was surrounded by family.
Never was a bad disorder on me
I coped with it.

you stopped and picked me up from the ground and held me.
The guys said they were sorry,
And you shut the door from the hallway in the apartment building.
This is what I've never spoke about but I wrote it down. I copied it from my book.

Father also calmed me down when a panic attack pops up. The first few months of kindergarten I needed my sister at school she was sick at home.
I get she was never in my class, it always made me feel better to know she was near.