Sleep is such a far off distant thing to me anymore. I've been up since 8:30 am and it's now 2:00 am and I still can't sleep I could stay awake for days and not feel anymore tired than I am now; I've felt eternally exhausted for years. My brain doesn't want to function anymore. I hate sleep because all that happens are the nightmares, almost every night. It drives me insane. The same terrors every night. The same sleepless nights that lead to exhausted days.
Kota
